our silly-love*

2012-01-29T21:01:00.004+08:00

Hi blog,
Sorry for the neglecting.

Studies wasnt a willing for me,
Family matters are getting better alittle,
Love are always so smooth-sailing.

So, its Dragon year now.
I enjoyed my cny'12.
But I know next year's cny will be a greater one.
Hubby and I are hoping for something dear.
Hopefully God grant us one.

1more month and I'll be taking my last ever exam
in Nanyang. And Then, I'll be waiting to get my
Diploma in May. Hopefully it goes well for me.
Hopefully too, I can find a job to start on March'12.

And Our 3Years 6Monthsary's coming too,
Plus our 4th Valentine's Day.

Update again, soon.
Loves.

2011-08-11T10:05:00.002+08:00

Though I had not been blogging,

but I swear I led my life well.

Nohing else really matters,

as long as I have Beee with me.

Today's alr the 11th of August,

and when the clock strike 12am tonight,

Its the 12th of August, again.

Its our 3rd Year Anniversary! <3

Fyp's coming to an end.

Hope it ends well for me.

And hopefully,

when I update this blog again,

I have a good new to share. (:

2011-07-14T22:50:00.001+08:00

[rant]

I'm staying strong still,
Till the day my heart stop hope'ing,
Totally.

What I really need,
What I really meant,
What I really want.
Nopes, noone try to even understand.

I'm finding myself more meaningless,
for working still alr.

This is not the life I desire.
Maybe after Term break,
I'll stop working, completely.
I swear I'll.

When you're always the one giving,
you'll eventually stop hope'ing
there'll be any taking in return.

Everytime when I feel my heart give up alittle more hope,
I'll hope there's someone to make my heart
gain back that little hope.
But noone made it.

Sometimes when I stay silent,
Thousand things are running in my mind.
When I decide to stay silent,
It might be that it pains me too much,
that I'll just go silent as I know I don't want to
give up just like that.
Only if you really understand me,
Try to read me when I stay silent.
Appreciate me.

[/rant]

Because I have you,
I don't need anything more.
You complete my life.
Its on-going 3 years.
The effort I put in,
I believe you see it all.
My heart,
I trust that you'll always lock it with yours.
I always believe you are the only one meant for me,
No matter what future going to take,
How hard its going to be,
I'll always love you.

2011-07-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

When the girl who keep trying,

quits trying.

Noone appreciate me working.

So why I have to work, again?

Fcuk. Starting I work to prove,

Now I work for only money.

Its tiring having to always think for others.

I know its so me, to always think for others first.

Now, I hate my this characteristic.

Noone appreciate, either.

At least I did my best.

Did my very best, put in my all,

At the end, my effort is treated like shit.

This feeling sucks like hell.

I'm so afraid of being alone.

But what to do,

Noone seems to just appreciate and understand me.

Take me away with you,

anywhere will do, just you and me,

Will you?

2011-06-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

What if there's so much

that you think its too hurting,

but because of the one you love,

you try to picture those hurting words into

something that means caring for you.

When there's becoming too often,

you stop doing that and doubt every single of it.

What if already together for so long,

yet you're still considered an outsider?

That they only took u to be his fren?

They never want to know you better,

always getting you feel that you're snatching him with them?

It must have been too hurting,

that's why tears keep flowing down.

Too hurting that it might cause this love to end,

just because of them.

Wasn't it going to be so innocent for the him and her?

Her love him too much,

but if it has to come to a point that he has to choose

between them or her,

Her will never let him be in a difficult situation,

and will only leave with tears.

2011-06-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

Nah, I'm not gonna post pic of us.

I'm selfish, dont want any others

to see Love's botak head. (:

Had an awesome 3days 2nights with Love.

I'm upset that Love has just book in, again.

Its okays, I'll see you in 4.5days' time, Love!

I've got this part that I want to delicate to my Love

On Friday, when my eyes met yours,

the kind of happiness in me is not

what I can use words to express.

The smile you showed when you saw me,

is one thing that make the terrible waiting all worthwhile.

The feeling of you holding my hand,

telling me how happy you are to finally get to see me again,

make me know, just how much you misses me in those 18days.

When you lean towards me and kiss me on my forehead,

blissfulness filled me instantly.

Seeing you packing your army stuff,

Accompanying you out to buy army stuff,

Watching you polishing your boots,

is never a boring ones.

Walking beside you, while you holding my hand,

I feel so assured that you'll never leave me alone

no matter what happens.

The nights we lying on bed while hugging,

the night talks we had together,

is something that make the night seems so lovely.

You bringing me to places for good food,

buying stuff that I like,

Asking me whether I still need anything more,

Playing my fav games with me,

I know how much you dote on me.

Over at your gandma's house,

The amount of cares and concern your

family and relatives showered on you,

is something I feel so-very happy for you.

You know, even you being botak,

You still look as great.

You still are as attractive to me.

You just look really good, still.

Army is where boy become man.

Indeed true.

I see the growth in you.

Without losing the boyish side of you,

You now have the manly side, too.

I love the manly side of you now.

I can't resist the manly side of you.

I asked if you want to be

my manly boy, or my boyish man.

You said you want to be my boyish man.

I'm so greatful that everything of you

stays the same way.

I go cold everytime I think of

under any circumstances that

I might had never met you.

Thanks god for making us met,

For making you being mine.

I love the way you are.

Either it is 18days or 5days,

I'll never get used to living each day without

you by my side.

But I'll always wait.

You assure me that its only 4.5days,

And you believe I'll make it.

You said 2years is long,

In there is tough,

You miss me every seconds there.

Just want you to be assured that

no matter what future going to takes,

you'll always be my Love!

Please do take lots of care in there.

I'll do the same too.

I'll always Love you! ;

even at times when I complaint,

when I cried, when I feel sad.

This is one thing that'll never change,

I'll always Love you, no matter how hard it is!

I want to thank you for every single things that

you did for me,

thanks for showering me with all your unselfish love,

dote'ing me, making me the blissful'est girl on earth,

Pouring me with your sweet'est care and concern.

Thanks for making me your top-most piority in your life.

Thanks for being my man,

And letting me be your girl.

2011-06-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

Day 17/18

Happy Birthday, my Dearest Mummy!

Me love you many many!

Just finished baking Love's fav-cookies-from-me ;

Finally, tml's the day.

the day Love's first book out.

Love called me using his buddy phone, again.

Thanks for the effort again, Love.

It looks like you've planned.

I just want to not waste any time,

during this 2days.

At least not staying at home.

But well, you may be tired.

Love, I love taking public transport with you,

you know that?

The long journey on bus,

resting my head on your shoulders.

Maybe, we used to it.

These 18days. It was never easy.

Not at all easy, at least for me.

There's many times, I start to doubt

the reason for holding on, still.

Its ok, its alright.

I'll be understanding. I'll try my best to.

If its what you've planned.

All I'll do is, go along with it.

Never thought I could really come this far.

without you by my side, its hell.

But well, I guess I shall really start to get used to it.

Things are always changing,

Nothing stay the same forever, right?

The world won't stop revolving for anyone.

I love the way we used to be.

Please let it stay that way.

I miss the times,

I just hope it stay like that, still.

Will be staying at Love's place

till he book in on sunday.

Update soon, again. (:

2011-06-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

Day 16/18

Went out at lunch time, again.

With the usual.

Played arcade with the guys.

Enjoyed a lot.

Irritating, something happened,

at fyp lab.

Hope its better than I can imagine.

Love just called me,

using his buddy phone, again.

Thanks for the effort, Love!

Love told me that he'll

be booking out at 12.30pm.

Reaching Pasir Ris int at 1.15pm.

Great!

So, it means I'll be seeing Love

in about 40hours.

Its amazing, I've come this far.

Proud to say, I went thru' this,

alone. I somehow did it (:

Anticipating, real lots.

2011-06-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

Day 15/18

Had a mock presentation.

Now I know how they expect

us to present.

Went out at lunch time with

the usual.

I think Love misses me a lot today.

In that one message that he sent,

I'm able to see.

In just another 3more days!

I'm excited, really.

Although its been 15days,

more or less getting used.

But still, every spot I went,

reminds me of Love.

I still miss Love so-very much.

I want to feel Love faster.

I want the feeling of Love holding my hand,

the feeling of Love's kisses and hugs.

3more days!

I'll see you in 3days' time, Love!

2011-06-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Day 14/18

Amk for lunch,

with wilson, yong cai & irene.

Played arcade, too.

Fyp is getting alittle-bit better,

I guess.

Met up with cliques at Northpoint,

a great one (:

Just one message from you.

And you expect it to last me one day?

I must say, its impossible.

A night message, accompany by my reply,

then another goodnight message to end.

This is, the very least, I expect.

Well, nth much I can do either,

with the current batt's situation.

On a happier note,

one more day down.

Just another 4 more days!

Hopefully it pass fast,

and the weekend goes slower.

2011-06-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

Day 13/18

The thought of tml school for fyp, again.

Its just so sucky.

Really hope fyp will get better.

After work,

went New York for dinner today,

with bro, mum and grandma.

A great day indeed(:

Love told me that he may be booking out

at 1pm on 24th June.

Gonna pray that its going to be 1pm.

I'm not going school on 24th June.

Cause I want to see Love at the very first point,

he alight at pasir ris int. >.<

I'm super anticipating.

Just 5more days!

Then I'll be spending my weekend

over at Love's place with his every book out.

Take very good care of yourself k, Love!

I'll see you in 5days' time.

I LOVE YOU!

2011-06-18T23:30:00.001+08:00

Day 12/18

Another weekend without you.

Its okays, cause next weekend I'll have you

to spend with (:

I miss you so very much, still.

Love said everyday's training was tough.

I'm feeling tough too,

Needing to live my day without his presence.

I'm not sure if I will really get used to it.

Love, when I miss you,

I close my eyes,

And my heart will picture your image.

The face, so familar, so dear'y,

but seems so far for me to feel it.

I must admit, sometime I really

need your assurance for letting me feel,

we're still together, a couple.

Everyday's a difficult task for me.

To wake up every morning knowing,

I'll not have you for the whole of today.

Its okays.

Just another 6more days.

There's already so much on my list,

the things I want to do with you

when I see you on your first book out.

Anticipating~

2011-06-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

Day 11/18

I thought you didn't miss me that much,

wasn't feeling as difficult as I am.

Now, I know, you're feeling the same way I do,

Missing me every seconds like I miss you.

Thanks so much, Love.

For taking the extra effort

to borrow from your buddy his phone,

just to call and hear my voice.

You said you miss my voice,

and is super happy to hear it again.

You said inside there,

is really bad.

But I just want you to know that

I, outside here,

isn't feeling any better.

I'm able to feel your worse,

to feel your suffering.

Trust me, I do know.

I still believe,

that our love can restand any odds.

And I always know, you'll prove it, right?

I'm still waiting,

have never change my will in waiting,

even when I'm feeling terrible.

7more days.

I'm alittle excited for the day (:

2011-06-16T20:50:00.002+08:00

Day 10/18

Fyp still as terrible.

Went bishan during lunchtime with

yong cai, wilson and irene.

Played arcade with the guys too (:

Its been 10 days since you went in.

Its amazing how I'm able to adpat fast.

Although I spent the first week,
feeling so much horribly sad and down.

I feel I've done so well alr.

Without you here when I needed you most,

hasn't been an easy task for me.

I struggled, a lot.

Cause of fyp,

I felt like part of my world falls,

and you wasn't there to lift it up for me.

I was literally left wounded.

But fortunately, my wound heals fast enough.

I set my mind to think as positive as possible.

If you were to ask me,

I'll tell you frankly.

There's bound to be time that

I just feel like giving up.

But then I'll always remind myself,

to think of the reason why I held on to for so long.

There's only 2 ways out.

One is to believe in, the reason you held on for so long.

Another is to give up the reason you held on for so long.

You're in there,

You knew without you,

I wouldn't take good-enough care of myself.

So you msg to keep remind me to takecare of myself.
Its been afew days since I last heard your voice.

I miss your voice so much,

but I wouldn't tell you.

Cause I knew, phone batt don allow us to.

I miss your voice,

you'll probably start your first sentence with...

"Baby! Its me, your precious Beee.."

Its okay, I'll still be waiting.

just 8more days, right?

I pray for the feeling to be as strong still.

Somehow, I feel like we're so far apart.

Not more than 10messages were exchanged everyday.

~~I feel we're down to friends.~~

I still yearn for your hugs and kisses.

Especially kisses that you'll plant onto my forehead.

8more days!

2011-06-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

Day 9/18

I'm only halfway thru'

But its ok,

Time is passing fast alr.

Its a good thing (:

Fyp still the same,

boring and sian max.

I really hope I could get over it

with at least a C.

&pls bless me with no fail on fyp.

Time time, pls be good and pass faster.

I want 24th June to come faster.

I miss Love so much.

And the feeling of breathless'ness is coming

back in me, I can feel it's coming back.

Alt I ate this few days, very little though.

But I can't seems to pile the weight back.

Hope I won't be losing more.

Even if breathless'ness is back,

I wish I wouldn't have zero appetite, again.

Or losing weight may be a good thing,

I can hit my 49kg target, real-ly.

I hope fyp to get better, still.

9more days.

Finally, single digit.

I'm waiting,

I'm anticipating,

Always am.

2011-06-14T21:15:00.000+08:00

Day 8/18

I had a nightmare ytd night.

A very bad one.

I dreamt of Love leaving me,

Saying he love me no more.

I did many things and tried to

make him stay with me,

but he just no longer love me anymore..

I told Love about it,

and he said me being silly.

Cause he'll nva do that,

he love me so vey much.

I start to like going sch alr.

Not cause of fyp, No, it'll nva be.

Only for I've 3 good friends in my fyp lab.

Although full of fear for fyp,

I found myself laughing most of the time.

I Like! (:

You're so far,

I hate myself that I can't feel you.

I miss you very much, still.

Every spot I went, reminds me of you.

I just wish time can pass alittle faster.

Perhaps I wish time pass much faster.

10 more days.

But it still seems long.

Its ok, I'll still be waiting.

24th June pls come faster!

Love, take lots of care k.

2011-06-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

Day 7/18

I'm doing so much better!

I'm improving, a lot.

I ate dinner.

Although only a spoon of rice,

and I feel full alr.

But I'm happy I ate rice, again (:

I set myself to think of 24th june.

When Beee will then finally able to

kiss my pain

and hug my sorrows away.

fyp still bad though.

But its alright,

Cause I know 11days later,

I'll have the assurance of everything's

gonna be alright again (:

I somehow did it,

I don't feel the terrible breathless'ness

when I miss you anymore.

Instead, I find myself able to smile,

when I think and miss you.

And I no longer cry myself to sleep alr,

Cause I know I need to rest well

to replenish my strength for the days ahead,

till I see you!

I never stop waiting for you,

I never stop being strong for you,

I never stop missing you,

I never stop thinking of you,

I never stop loving you.

Never will I ever.

11more days!

I'm anticipating for 24th June already.

I hope this feeling will still be strong as ever.

Cause its been 7days since I'm able to feel you.

I LOVE YOU.

2011-06-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

Day 6/18

Happy 2years 10monthsary, Love!

Love is all my strength,

my encouragement when I faced with obstacles,

my motivation when I'm in difficulties,

my reason of breathing,

my source of happiness,

the one who understand me so well,

the one who knows my feeling without me telling,

the one who will kiss my pain away,

the one who will hug my sorrows away.

the only one who will be there when the world falls on me.

Now, that he aren't here beside me,

I lost my every strength to live for every tommorrow,

before he's out again.

Don't judge me,

When you donno what kind of stress&pressure

I'm going through at this stage.

You know my name,

Not my story.

Now, All I hope is that fyp to get better, for me.

12 more days! :'(

2011-06-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

Day 5/18

Today, I cried terribly, again.

I shall make this the last night

crying this terrible.

Phone batt lessen, No charger.

3bars to last 13days?

Its simply impossible,

If used on talking.

Only messaging allows.

Another 0.5kg lost.

I buy a small sponge cake to eat at work.

I can't simple go another day without food right.

I somehow force the small sponge cake down my throat.

I swallow each mouth with water.

Still, 5days since I tasted rice.

Fyp is so much a pressure to me.

Why did god need to load me with

2 major pressure at once?

Emotionally and physically, I can't bare it anymore.

I know I can't continue this way.

I told love to not blame me if I couldn't

bare till 24th June.

I misses too much, I love too much, I need too much.

Too much that I know I should stop.

fyp pressuring me much,

No your assurance here, I break down everyday.

I have no confidence anymore,

that I can bare all this any longer.

Take lots of care, Love.

You got to be healthy.

Even if I collapse,

I only wish for you to be all healthy and happy.

15more days.

2011-06-10T23:55:00.002+08:00

Day 4/18

I did alittle-slight better than yesterday.

I did cry, still.

Fyp was a die hard one.

I sure to die hard on it.

Stress max, burden only.

Met up with maine and amelia.

great, at least I get to rant out alittle more (:

Friends lessen my breathless-ness on missing you.

I hear your voice today,

I feel you further apart from me.

I'm afraid, I need you too much.

I wished, I could swim to tekong.

I hope this breathless-ness could leave me.

I hate being breathless while missing you.

You know its torturing.

its been 4days, only.

and I've alr lost 2kg.

If this continues, I guess I might faint anytime.

I tried eating, but it doesn't seems to work.

I just don have the appetite.

I hate myself for not eating.

I wanna gain back those weight.

I don want to keep losing weight.

Sorry love, I tried my best to be strong.

I really tried. But you know, its really hard.

I came to realised, You're the reason I breathe.

Knowing you arent here with me, I'm lost.

Very much lost.

Love, I tried to control my tears,

but it still flows like free.

Its ok, I'll do better with each day passes right?

I misses you so much!

14more days! :'(

2011-06-09T21:25:00.001+08:00

Day 3/18

I'm doing slightly better alr.

although I still did cry terribly.

Felt alittle wei qu at fyp today.

Its okays, I will be strong.

Wilson and yong cai are both good companion

during fyp.

I yearn for your hugs, like so in need of that now.

When I hear your voice, I tried picture'ing your image

with my heart.

When I hear your voice, I imagine you're on the same

island as me.

So many more days, how to endure it thru'?

Ever since you went in, I have zero appetite.

its been 2days since I last ate a meal.

I feel breathless everytime I miss you.

So much-out-of-breathe.

Did you eat well today?

Did you take good care of yourself today?

Did you make more friends today?
Did you feel breathless like me, while missing me today?

Everyday, I'd ask myself these.

I've gotten weaker as days pass by.

No confident at all that my left-over strength

can last me thru' this 15more days.

I miss you so freaking bad, still.

It had never subsidized, not a single bit.

It never will.

2011-06-08T20:49:00.003+08:00

Day 2/18

The pain did not subsidize at all,

not even a single bit.

I tear. When friend ask me how's you.

I tear again when I reach my grandma's doorstep.

I feel so lost without you here.

Without you,

I forgot how to breathe properly, smile, and laugh.

I need your hugs, now.

There's times when I feel breathless while missing you.

I miss you so much that it spoilt my appetite.

I eat merely a meal today ;
Only a quarter portion of my usual meal.

Sorry love, But I really misses you so freaking bad.

Take lots of cares in there alright.

16more days to see you, again.

2011-06-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

Day 1/18

I see you went in, aches my heart so badly.

I tear only when I reach my doorstep,

Tear rather badly.

Nobody said it was easy,

But noone told me its going to be this difficult neither.

I tear everytime relatives ask me about you.

Sorry love, I tear so much.

I promise I'll stay strong for your sake.

Time passes so slow without you here with me.

Do take lots of care in there,

I miss you like so damn bad.

2011-06-03T23:15:00.002+08:00

I'm back in blogging!

Doubt there's still readers.

Well, didn't blog for an estimated of 4months.

Its June now.

12th is coming, meaning our 34th Monthsary!

Beee's enlisting on the 7th June.

4days,, 3days more to be exact, actually.

Little Faith hasn't reported to us yet.

Disappointed much though.

Its ok, We'll wait for u (:

Has been crying myself to sleep these few days.

Beee told me not to.. His heart aches everytime I tear.

But it's just hard.. its always easier said than done.

People says it's only at-most 3weeks of not seeing him.

For a-ME who depend so much on him.

When I had my sorrows to tell, I'd just call him.

When I need a shoulder to cry, he'll be there for me.

When I'm feeling down, I'd have his full assure'rance of everything'd be alright.

When I feel the world falls on me, I'd have him being there to protect me from those hurts.

For this kind-of-ME, tell me how to survive without him here protecting me?

I knew you may say I depend too much on him,

and its time for me to grow independent.

Well, then you're a person who hasn't found your true love.

A true love,

Reaches for u before you said your sorrows ;

Kiss you before you ask for one ;

Dotes on you even you're mad with him for spending so much on you ;

Strokes your head when you told him your words ;

Hugs you when tears fill your eyes ;

Assure you that everything will be alright when you doubt it'll be;
Shield you before the hurts reaches you ;

Protects you when the world falls on you. ;

Most willing to let you depend on him as long as you like.

I'll nva want to learn to be independent,

Cause I want to be dependent on Beee ; forever.

Beee's willing to let me do so.

Today's the 1025th day since 12th August' 2008.

I hope our engagement can be held by dec this year :D

I Miss my clique.

I want us to meet up soon, Together as 5!

FYP = freekick your partner!

Hate him like one fcuk.

On the lighter note, LO assure me a B+ for my Attachment.

Great. Project Manager request for me to go back to

work for them after my grad.

(Still thinking though)

Ohya, Beee has graduated.

Feel so proud of my boy!

He's offically a diploma holder! (:

God, I lay my trust in you.

Please bless the love of my life
to be safe and sound.

&I'll wait for you to gift us our faith.

2011-02-19T23:15:00.001+08:00

He proposed ; ♥

2011-02-09T22:30:00.001+08:00

Beee's revising hard hard nowadays.

Jiayous kks, my precious boy! ♥

15-17 feb, I'm gonna stay over at Beee's house ;

to accompany him to revise. *prays*

Little-faith, Little-faith ;

will you please happen to us?

I'm looking forward to your existence (:

Oh ;

Our 2years 6monthsary's nearing! ♥

&& Our 3rd Valentines' Day! ♥

LovesLoves.

My precious boy is just sooo handsome ;

sooo attractive !

Forever my bigbig precious! ♥

2011-02-07T23:00:00.001+08:00

Its been long since I last blogged.
CNY was great.
With Family & Beee.
I feel god-dam-goody when Beee'grandma ask me why
hasnt I went over to her hse for reunion dinner.
She misssss me (:
hahahas!
Many many house vists.
Or perhap lesser with each year.
My Mummy's side, Beee'daddy & Beee'mummy's side.
I truely had fun.
I hope everyone do too (:
Boss calculated my jan'pay wrongly.
Sad. Needa wait sometime for my pay to reach me again :c
Tml no sch. Greats.
Hope tml got ang bao. *prays* :D

2011-01-01T14:30:00.005+08:00

Happy 2011 !

Its the 1st of Jan 2011 today.

Work 6pm to 10pm ytd.

Beee surprised me outside my shop.

We said to meet at 10.45pm at my house.

But when I close shop, I saw my BigBabyBoy outside (:

Went home to prepared.

Then bus to srgn int.

CircleLine to Esplanade.

Reached there just nice 11.55pm.

Walked, Then there goes... Fireworks.

Its 12am, Marks the brand new year of 2011.

Beee kissed me and told me happy new year (:

Back to Nex, walk and slack around till 5plus am.

Walked all the way back to my house.

&Its the sweetest moment when u hold my hands and led me the way to go.

&Its like assuring me that, with you around, you'll never let me fall.

This year's Christmas and new year,

We decided to celeb only with each other.

But I've more glad to say, Im seriously very contented.

Just Beee with me, everything is just more than enough(:

Resolution for 2011

- Beee's smooth-sailing on his very last sem in nyp.

- My smooth-sailing of this sem in nyp.

- Our-that-little-faith.

- Beee to get in police for army.

- Beee to able to get a stable 5-days job after his grad.

- My&Beee's family to be healthy and happy.

- Beee's sister to get into sec 1 in 2012.

Ytd I told Beee ;

Its amazing how we met and get tgt in 2008,

watching 2009 , 2010 and now 2011 to come.

Its the 3rd year-end countdown we goes thru tgt.

Its never easy for a couple to watch so many year passing by,

yet relationship is still going on so strong.

But I'm glad to say, We are one of it !

I'm the forturnate ones.

To have Beee as my babyboy,

He's the only one,

Whom feel my beauty,

and took my imperfection,

sad when I'm feeling terrible,

happy when I smile,

worried when I frown,

cares when I falls,

concern when I'm sick.

Its amazing how in millions of ppl, we met.

How out of milliions reasons, we fall in love.

How millions of problems, we stay by each other so-dearly.

He's the one, I know, Its my most Beautiful miracle.

I feel 2011 is a beautiful year, a beautiful number.

I super-like 2011.

So ; I want 2 grand moment of my life to happen in 2011 !

& my BigBabyBoy is still sleeping now! *oinkoink*

2010-12-25T11:55:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Beee Surprise me with these.

How sweet my babyboy

can be, right(:

It's our 3rd Christmas!

Work ; 10am to 2pm.

Beee come over my hse at 3pm.

Head out together at 3.30pm.

Head out together for lunch.

Then bus-ed over to Nex.

Dinner at 7.30pm.

Bus-ed over to cp at 8.30pm.

Walked around cp till 9.30pm.

Back to Beee's house at 10pm.

Daddy, Mummy & sis were at home too (:

Watch tv with Beee till 1.30am

and we slept together till 5+am.

Beee sent me back to my house.

Reached my house, 6.20am.

And I sleep till 10.45am.

My piggy BabyBoy still sleeping (:

Ohya, Beee's mummy gave me

a Bonia wristlet for christmas ;

& my mummy gave Beee

a box of chocolate.

It's always the best christmas,

Whenever I have you to be with.

2010-12-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not blogging.

No time for blogging recently.

too many event up for me.

Spent way-too-well time out with Beee today.

Nex > Dhouby > Clark Quay > Hougang mall > Hougang Point.

Brought a bracelet from Citigems for my mummy.

Alright, I may blog anytime when im free.

So, you just got to stay tune to my blog :D

Hope our little faith

come along soon (:

Loves~

2010-12-16T20:05:00.005+08:00

2 weeks of Term-break will offically starts tml.

So, I'll do a proper post on sunday night instead (:

Hope the little faith of ours

come to us soon.

It will be god's greatest gift for me this christmas(:

2010-12-05T15:00:00.003+08:00

Sorry bloggy.

Negelected you for sooo long.

promise to update soon.

like on next friday night after my work?

School works' getting more stress.

I hate programming, always hated it.

Now, I wonder why I choose information technology.

Hope Im able to get through this sem, Hopefully.

working at 5pm later.

gotten pay not longer ago.

Its my 4th pay from the workplace alr.

I'm saving up.

Promised mummy to treat her mani&pedi.

Headed over to Nex on thurs with Beee.

It's soooo packed.

Ate mad jack there.

Over to cwp with Beee ytd after my work.

Beee brought 1top and a slippers for me.

Our 2years 4monthsary is coming.

Forget to mention.

I gave Beee topman jacket, a plastic beer bottle full of

my hand-folded hearts,

and a mini box of chocolate.

And, There, My big babyboy turned 21st!

Love you, Big babyboy!

Update on that day, sooon (:

2010-11-28T12:40:00.002+08:00

Beee's 21st advance birthday bbq ytd.

My big boy enjoyed his day :D

Will update soon kks.

My blog has been lacking of updates alr=x

Beee,
I know you love me real lots.
You've proved it. Im really happy.
Thanks for sharing with me all the good things you've.
Thanks for giving me another warm big family.
Thanks for giving me another big group of friends.
Thanks for giving me your love unconditionally.
All words just couldnt show how much I'm blessed to have you.
My temper and attitude was bad at times,
But you'll always take it all.
You always said you're afraid of losing me,
that you cant live without me.
But Beee, I'll never want to live without you in my life,
even for a day.

2010-11-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

In class now.

Main-ly, just want to upload this picture.

Too nice to not-to-be-uploaded :D

Hahas!

Its an application in my phone.

Ya, I forget to mention,

that i brought a new phone myself,

2weeks ago. *LG Optimus pink*

Heees!

Hope Beee's project went well.
See you later, my Love!♥

2010-11-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

Time to go genting soon, Beee!
*I know you&me miss our Batam trip! :D

Its November alr.

Un-knowing-ly, its another 17days without blogging.

My blog gets webby-webs alr. *laughs*

Anways, Sch's alittle too stressful for me.

Partly becux Im working on fri,sat & sun.

Causing me not enough slp, you see.

And Im always lazing around during lessons.

But I still like going sch, cause of wonderful clique (:

Its been long, ever since I last did a proper post.

I promise, to update more often now. alright?

Just to keep my blod alive.

But I doubt there's still readers :(

went over to Beee's place ytd.

Had a talk with his mum.

Wasn't really convinced of what's she's saying.

Angry-ed at first. But thru some thinking,

I understand what mummy&daddy having on their mindset.

They wants Beee to work hard on this last sem of his poly ;

for a better future.

To make myself more convinced,

I'm going to support Beee thru his last sem of poly.

So as to find a stable&good job after his graduation,

To support me & (probably) baby.

*evil lauighs*

Afterall, I still love (Beee's) Mummy & Daddy.

I love my Mummy most!

She touched my heart by all her little actions to me.

Like wanting to bring umbrella to my workplace for me on raining day,

as she knew I've no habbit of bringing one out.

Like she rushed home for me, when I told her I dropped my keys

into lift's gap, &Nobody's at home.

*fyi, she rushed back at 11pm for me when she just went out at 10pm.

There's definitely more of touching-little-actions.

I love my brother.

Alt he's always acting like thought he doesn't care anything.

But he'll always worried for my safety whenever im out alone late.

Lastly-of-all-cause, I LOVE MY BEEE!

Alt sometimes, he gets on my nerves-real-bad.

His caring, concern, smile, laugh, doting, loves, and many more ;

just make his bad points worth-less,

and his good points worth-while.

Our 2Years 3Months Anniversary's coming.

Beee's turing 21st, soon! *in another 25days*

Love you, my big babyboy!

2010-10-21T21:05:00.002+08:00

Alright, un-knowing-ly ; I've not been posting for another 18days.

Holidays offically ended, And y2s2 offically started on 18oct.

Timetable for my y2s2 gooes like this :

9am to 5pm on Monday

1pm to 830pm on Tuesday

11am to 2pm on Wednesday

9am to 4pm on Thursday

10am to 4pm on Friday.

Tiring ttm! :c
&&Im still going to work on fri,sat &sunday.

*On a happier note ;

Beee's 9am to 5pm for Monday,& starts 10am on Friday.

Meaning We can go sch tgt on Monday and Friday ;

& Back home tgt on Monday too! :D

First day of Y2S2 ; 18oct

Beee came over my house area.

Bus to sch tgt.

Homed tgt on that day too! :D

20oct

lectures for wednesday ; 11am to 2pm.

Card's with clique.

I reached lect hall late ; at 11.50am.

&& went over to meet Beee at 12.45pm.

*Beee laugh at me saying, I shld have save time and not come sch instead :x

Went over to tbr plaza to walk around.

Then back to my grandma's house at 6pm.

21oct

Sch's 9am to 4pm.

In between lesson cancelled.

Therefore, 9am tutorial lesson,

Then breaktime, 10am to 12pm.

*Beee came over to appear infront of me, Surprised!! :D

Then lect 12pm to 1pm.

Breaktime, 1pm to 3pm.

Went over to amk hub with clique.

Then back to sch for lect, 3pm to 4pm.

Homed.

Tml, Beee's coming over to my house again,

&& we're going to sch tgt again!

*lovesloves!

Grandma's birthday's coming on this sunday.

Going to resturant for lunch with families!

*I Like!

I love you, Beee!
With faith , God leads me to you.
With love , you show me our forever.
With eternity path, you're the one, Im saying 'I do'.

Beee, you're the best-est guy any girl could ever dream of.
& thanks god, for he made you to be mine.
Which I always know, you're the most beautiful miracle of my life.

2010-10-03T12:45:00.002+08:00

I hasnt been updating for sooo long.

Have been working,

Going out with Beee,

Going Beee's house ;

for this whole holiday.

And, going hotel buffet with

Beee's family for his mum's bdae.

*Brought a CarloRino wristlet tgt w/Beee

& did a 3D birthday card for mummy*

( I know mummy love it alots! :D)

I like! :D

Ohya, And my class chalet on

21st to 23rd sept was awasome! :D

I like! (:

Okays, School's starting on 18oct for me.

And 11oct for Beee.

I will update regularly soon :D

2Years 2Months' coming!

Beee's 21st Birthday party's coming soon , too!

Anticipating! :D

Hope work will went smoothly

&be stable for both my mummies!

(my mummy & Beee's mummy)

2010-09-19T18:45:00.002+08:00

alright, Im here to update on

my batam trip with Beee!

Day1:

Meet Beee at 10.30am over at

my grandma's house.

Went off to ferry terminal at 12plus pm.

reached there, went in, and waited for

our ferry at 2.20pm.

time reached ; went in.

ferry set off ; 45min ; reached.

There, we're at batam.

Check in to villa.

5pm ; ate some snacks.

7pm ; set off to hotel for dinner.

Back to villa after dinner.

Bathed.

Watch tv with Beee.

Beee wanted us to ton.

But I dozed off at ard 2am.

Beee and I went bed to slp.

Beee hugged and watch me slp.

Day2:

I woke up at 6am.

Found that Beee's not lying beside me.

Turned around,

And saw Beee preparing.

Wake up ; bathed.

And 7plus am went hotel for breakfast.

After breakfast, played pool with Beee.

Then slack around,

waited for the hotel bus to Nagoya.

(A shopping mall in indonesia)

Reached Nagoya at 12plus am.

Shop around with Beee.

Brought a pouch for my mummy ,

A belt for my brother,

and a Gucci envy me perfume for myself! ;

Beee brought a wallet for his mummy,

A perfume for his daddy,

and a perfume for himself too! (:

Brought A&W for late lunch.

Hotel bus came to fetch us back to hotel.

Ate in the bus.

45mins' duration ;

Back into villa at 4plus pm

watch cartoon.

till ard 7pm,

went hotel for dinner.

(The food there doesn't suit my taste)

Back to villa after dinner.

Bathed,

and wached and waited for Beee's

Arsenal match at 10pm.

beee wanted us to ton ; again.

But I fall alp on Beee's laps ; again.

keep waking up to change slping position.

Beee fall aslp with me, not long later.

Day3:

Wake up, finally, at 6am.

Bathed and prepared.

Went hotel for breakfast and lunch.

Hotel bus reached at 1.30pm

To ferry point.

Board our ferry at 2.20pm.

45mins' duration.

Then, at 3plus pm,

We're back to Singapore!

I love batam, and I miss batam ;

ever since we came back.

I told Beee that we'll go

batam again to spend our

Valentine's day next year (2011) ;

And he agreed!~ :D

Cause Beee miss batam too! :x

Tml working 11-4.

Meeting Beee after work.

To play candles together ;

till late night!

2010-09-17T23:40:00.003+08:00

Opps, Im too busy to update my bloggie :X

Its been a routine ; for this week.

Morning, Beee's house,

Then late lunch out at cp,

Then Beee sent me to work.

Well, updating of batam trip with Beee ;

I will update on sunday night,

As I will be working on sunday, morning shift.

I dislike working night shift soooo much :c

I may close(private) down my blog ;

for the time being.

I will open it up again ;

during nov'

Till then ;
God bless.

I Love you, Beee!

You've been dot'ing me like a princess ;

Making me s0-much-spoilt ;

yet you're just continue-ing pouring me all your dotes.

2010-09-13T22:15:00.001+08:00

Back from a ♥3D2N Batam trip with Beee ytd afternoon.
Today, Work ; 10.30 to 3.
Tml off.
Going to Beee's house tml.

Updating my Batam trip on tml night.
Many Many pics to upload :D
Enjoyed Sooo much! *Loves♥.

Ohhs, On 12 September 2010

Happy 2years 1month to Mr Tan & Me!♥

*my taggy so dead ; need to remove it soon :x

2010-09-06T23:54:00.001+08:00

Hasnt been blogging.
working and exams.
And of cux, sweet times with Beee, too!♥

2more papers to go.

5more days to our 2years 1month!♥

Beee and I will be going to Batam on this friday!♥
Lovesloves!

Beee, I Love you!♥

2010-08-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

23 August 2010

went work ; 10am-2pm.
bus-ed to gandma house.
fetch sweety from childcare.

24 August 2010

Beee came over to meet me at 8.45am.
He meet me for breakfast cause he's afraid
I'll skip breakfast and went straight for work.
*Which Beee says I always skip meals.
Ah mei cafe for breakfast.
Beee convince me in exchanging our ezlink cards.
*As his card is on concession, while mine isnt.
*And he's heart pain if I were to still walk to my grandma's house after work.
Went work ; 10am-2pm.
Bus-ed to grandma's house.
Fetch sweety from childcare.

25 August 2010

Mum drove me over to grandma's house in the morning.
Slept back at grandma's house.
Wake up at 11am for breakfast.
Bro come over too ; not long after I woke up.
Eat breakfast with him.
Watch yog with him too.
*We kept commenting on the yog player ; funny ones.
Grandma went to fetch baby cousin, Nikki to her house ; from aunt's house.
Nikki keep wanting me to play with her.
*She pronouce Monopoly as 'No-lo-poly'.
Super cuteee :D
Prepare ; leave for work at 1.20pm.
Work ; 2pm-6pm.
Bused to grandma's house.
Sweety and nikki are both there when I reached ;
and Bro's there too.
Nikki was having fever.
The moment she saw me,
She wants me to help her take out the fever pad,
Which I convince her not to.
I and my bro wanted to sneak-ing-ly eat ice cream,
But sweety and nikki saw.
So ; eat together. (:
Mum came over at 7plus pm.
Hom-ed at 8plus pm.

26 August 2010

Went work ; 10am-2pm.
Walked home after work.
Saw Beee at my blk.
*We meet at 2.30pm.
Beee went up with me.
I prepare and changed.
Went hp for kfc.
Bused to sch to hand in my psea thingy.
Over to msc to see see look look,
*Saw Caleb there ; dorothy's boyf. ; wasnt sure its him till he waved to me.
*Beee wasn't sure its him oso lor.
Trained to novena.
Beee and I went over to the kitty shop to get
the kitty pacifier-clip-on. :D
Went over to united square.
Walked around.
Bused to pasir Ris.
Dinner at kopitiam.
Walked around there.
Homed at 10plus pm.

27 August 2010

Went over to Beee's house.
Reached there at 9.30pm.
Slack in his room.
Went out to cp at 2plus pm.
Walked around.
Beee brought gummy sweets for me ; again.
Beee sent me over to grandma's house at 4plus pm.
Fetch sweety from childcare.

28 August 2010

Meet Beee at hp at 12.30pm ; for lunch.
Kopitiam.
Walked around.
Went work ; 2pm-6pm.
*Meanwhile, my poor Beee went around himself aimlessly to spent that 4hours.
Around 5.30pm, Beee walk in my workplace.
Super surprise to see him come in luh.
*I was like giving-a-shock-expression till auntie linda and jingmei know that Beee's my boyf. (:
6pm. Walked home with Beee.
Ate dinner at kopitiam near my house blk.
Then went up to my house with Beee.
Slack till 10plus pm.
Beee just went home.
And me ; I just bath finished.

Im working ; at hp.
10mins walk from my house.
Meaning Im always leaving my house 10mins b4 worktime.
Cool huh. hahas!(:
Even I went over to grandma's house,
I could also just leave house at 30mins b4 worktime.
Makes it more cool! (:

Awwws, Exams' on 1, 3, 7, 9 sept.
And I haven't even start revising.
May god really bless me.
I shall really start sorting out exams modules' lecture sheets.
And start revising after work tml ; 2pm-6pm.

Pictures ; upload tml then ; maybe.

Beee,
I love you ! ;
You're my only perfect gem.
Muackssss ♥

2010-08-22T16:05:00.001+08:00

16 August 2010

went over to orchard station at 3plus pm,
to meet up with clique.
walked ard orchard ion.
trained over to bishan at ard 6pm.
bused to prawning area.
stayed there, prawn-ed from 7plus pm tp 9plus pm.
bbq-ed the prawns they caught.
Nice leyyy :D
hahas!
But it was hell for me for that 3hours.
To me, it seems like 3years man.
There's big dogs, cats, and its quite a dirty place actually=x
alright, Im those who's not really comfortable if
Im at a dirty place.
And Im afraid of cats and big dogs.
*So if Beee's there too, he'll shield me away from those.
Cut-ed cake for it-to-celebrate-amelia-&-yi's-birthday!(:
Bused home at 10plus pm.
Reached home at only on-going 12am.

17 August 2010

Reached over Beee's house at 10.30pm.
At his house till 2pm.
And we bus-ed over to hp.
Sakae Sushi! :D
Leave sakae at 6pm.
Bus-ed around.
Homed at 10plus pm.

19 August 2010

went over dorothy's house at 1pm.
chit-chat, play game, laugh session (:
Miss her many many,
As super longgg time since we last met up.
Homed at 5plus pm.
Went to fetch sweety from childcare.
Meet up soon again alright :D

21 August 2010

Beee went for job interview with his friends.
Beee called me at 12pm to say he's at tpy,
waiting for 73 alr.
So, I prepared and meet him ard 12plus pm.
bused to hougang mall.
Beee brought me to aijisen for lunch! ♥
Went over hp for my job interview.
After that, Beee suggested to go tamp.
So bused to tamp.
Walked ard.
Back to my house area for dinner at 8pm.
After our dinner, pack for my mum too.
Went to my house, passed my mum, her dinner,
Beee and I went down to slack.
Played itouch and sing songs with Beee.♥
Homed at 11pm.

*Pictures upload on next post (:

Beee,
Im greatful that you're always putting
my words to heart.
Seeing you sooo-into getting job,
to earn money to 'yang' me and to save up for our future,
makes me really so happy.
And I just want to tell you,
Im always loving to look forward to
everything of ours.
Even if the world falls down on us,
I always know, at least,
We'll always be there for each other.
No matter what future gonna be,
The love between us will always bring us thru it, together.
You 're not only my one&only,
You're a part of me,
Now and forever!♥

2010-08-15T13:40:00.004+08:00

12 August 2010

HAPPY 2YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO MR TAN & ME! ♥

told Beee to meet at my house at 12.30pm.
Cause I'm intednded to surprise him,
by appearing at his house without him knowing :D
wake up at 8am. *I slept at only 3+am in the morning*
finish up with my cross-stitch.
Prepare sandwich for breakfast.
Pack the cookies which I made for Beee,
and pack the sandwhich and my gift for Beee too.
Head for a bath at 10am.
leave home at 10.45am.
Reached Beee's house at 11.40am.
went in, ate the sandwich together.
show him the cookies, *which he's always craving for*
then after eating.
Showed him my gift.
Beee's really surprised and happy. *I know*
Hahas!
Slack at his house till ard 3pm.
leave his house to cp.
walk around.
Then headed to hougang area at 4+pm.
Beee sent me back to my grandma's place.
Beee homed to fetch his sister at 5.30pm.
I went to fetch sweety.

Beee,
Its 2years since then.
Of cause there's some downs in this 2years.
Its great that in the end,
we always went through every downs together.
Im glad to say, we're always having happiness together instead of having saddness ;
we're always feeling happy and blissful in each other's pressence ;
we're always talking out our disagreement and solve it together instead of having quarrels.
2years, 24months, 730days ;
Its neither long, and its neither short.
There's sure more years on to come.
To have met you, is the most beautiful miracle.
&To be part of your life, is the most beautiful dream come true.
We have dreams together, we have things we want to fulfil together.
I know our love is one of the most beautiful thing ,
that's meant to last, right from the beginning.
Happy 2years, Beee!♥
You're my most beautiful addiction.
I love you,
much more than 'I love you' can say.
♥ ♥

14 August 2010

Beee came over my house at 10.45am.
I finished preparing at only 11am.
*Beee told me to meet at 11am, de hor!*
head to amk hub for Koi.
Then bus-ed to bugis.
*Beee's always rmb my-every-merely-say-out-words*
I told him I wanna have ice-cream the night before,
And when we walking towards Iluma ;
Beee : baby, thought you say you want eat ice-cream?
Me : yar hor. I forget lehs. *smile* I want eat.
Beee: Okay, we go Iluma, I buy for you eat.
Me: Okays lors. *smile very wide*
So, Iluma for berry-lite yogurt ice-cream.
walked around.
Bugis street to find my ear-piece.
Beee brought 2 sets of ear-piece for me! ♥
Bus-ed to cp.
kiddy palce for my cotton bud.
then Bus-ed back to my house area for dinner at 6+pm.
finished dinner and head to my house.
Watched YOG on tv.
and Beee home at 10.30pm.

Monday meeting my ladies clique.

Meeting Beee on tues.
His house in the morning,
then Beee's bringing me to eat sakae sushi in the afternoon.♥

Btw, Beee and I are going Batam on 10sept
for a 3days 2nights trip.♥
*with my small uncle's family(including sweety) &grandma*

People who eventually forget
their-once-so-close-friends,
are never worth me to still put you in my heart,
to either miss you or think of.
I dont need many friends.
Just afew true&close ones,
It'll be more than enough.
So friends/sisters,
if you still rmb me as yours..
date me out soon! :D

Byes.

2010-08-12T19:57:00.008+08:00

Baby!!.

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY!!!.

Thanks baby for what u had done
for me today. i really got suprised
and touched!. i love the ai xin breakfast was
very nice, the gift was really very nice i swear
i like it alot! lastly those yummy cookies that i always
craving for =x aiya!. i love everything that is from you
but i ♥♥♥ you the most!. i really enjoyed myself today hope
u too!!!. ♥

I LOVE YOU! ♥

From: BEBE♥

2010-08-10T21:40:00.001+08:00

Beee came over my house at 10.30am.
I drag till 11am ; then prepare okay.
hp for breakfast/late lunch.
kfc breakfast.
bused to tamp.
kelly service.
then tamp one.
then tamp mall.
shop around.
brought things.
Ohya, went Toyrus.
Saw a vending machine,
Beee and I spend a ridiculous 12dollars on it.
Hahas :D
2 for Beee and 2 for me (:
then bused to kovan ard 5pm.
walk and shop around.
Beee sent me to grandma's house.
then Beee homed at 6.45pm.

2010-08-08T13:40:00.002+08:00

7 August, My 19th!
Beee came over my house at 12.30pm.
Saw Beee's hiding something behind his back.
Smiled.
Then Beee ask me to turn my back towards him.
I did, and he surprise me with the minnie mouse.
*We are always seeing this minnie mouse in
kiddy palace, and we felt it resumbles our futur baby girl:D
hahas!
Ohya, Beee gave me a card too.
Sweeeettt ♥
then we bused over to hougang mall.
Then 161 to cwp.
had aijisen for lunch.
after lunch, walked around.
Then trained to orchard at 4+pm.
Ion for my craving-lemon-drink.
Then taka. As there's baby fair.
So many prams, and babies! Cute:D
Rested awhile at taka.
Then ard 7+pm, walk over to Cine.
checked wad movie we want to watch.
But no movie interest us.
Walked over for dinner.
Good food, Nice drink, and wonderful bill too!
hahas(:
Bill's at 85.55dollars!
Wonderful dinner, Thanks Beee!♥
Then walked to paragon,
as Beee wanna get me a cake and sing me birthday song.
*Although Beee alr sang me on phone at 12am.
Gotten a cake, small, nice yet expensive.
Beee still got that anyway.
settled outside taka, light the candle,
Beee sang me birthday song, and I make a wish ♥
Blow candle and we ate the cake.
The cake was soo nice(:
I make Beee ate much of it though, cause Im quite full alr.
Then we took 132 to amk.
Wanted to play pool, But was full.
Then slack ard.
Took last bus back to serangoon.
Homed at 2am.
*Beee spent over 140 for just-today♥

Beeee,
Thanks for the effort and everything.
The gift, card, dinner, birthday song, cake,
everything was sooo perfect.
Thanks for a sweet 19th, you've done for me. ♥
I know I dont have to say much here,
cause you always know
How much we meant to each other.
I love you!
*you're always spending on me ;
doesnt want me to fork out a single cents.
Your 'you're always more than willing to yang wo
and you just want to dote me'
touched me deep down.

Ohya, and just 4more days
to our 2years!♥
It just feel like we just met yesterday still.
2years, and still standing sooo strong.
Time prove everything,
And this time,
We're going to show the world,
what's forever ♥

2010-08-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

Revison class at 10to12 , 1to3.
Went to tamp with clique.
Ard 6pm head back to hougang point,
for sakae dinner buffet.
went in at 7pm.
eat, chat, laugh, take photos.
*photos' with germaine, will upload, when I got them.
settled bill at 9+pm.
Went to cheers to get our drinks.
Then to carpark roof,
slack, chat, laugh, dance, sing.
As my ladies gonna catch last bus home,
we pack up at 11.30pm.
then they surprise me with a birthday song.
and present.
Touched and surprise :D
Thanks clique.
Love you all!

2010-08-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

Advance birthday celebration with family.

It was over at grandma's house.
Bro brought a cake over.
Sweety draw me a card.
Small uncle&aunt gave me a Coach cosmetic pouch and red packet.
Mummy brought me a specs.
Grandma gave me a shirt and a red packet.
Thanks my beloved family.
I love you, all!

*Sunday, there's a pinic.
Good, just nice able to share my 19th birthday with family.
There will be Grandma, grandma's siblings, 9cousins,
3uncles & 3aunts.
Lookign forward!

Friday, gonna hang out with cliques.
Ice creamssss! :D

Saturday, My 19th.
Beee's time :D

2010-08-01T21:40:00.004+08:00

Its August alr.

As for this week,,
Monday, end sch at ard 5plus pm.
Beee came over to fetch me back home.

Tuesday, homed after sch ends.

Wednesday, Beee came over my house to meet me,
and we had a lovely date out(:

Thursday, attend sch till 6pm, and Beee came to fetch me back home.

Friday, didnt went sch. Beee fetch me to workplace for training
3.30pm to 9pm. Beee fetched me back home after work.
Had a good dinner tgt.

Saturday, training at 1050am to 9pm, Beee came over my house
to fetch me over workplace, and he went to meet frens.
then fetch me back home. Had a good dinner tgt.

Today, Beee came over my house at 11am.
Lovely date at orchard areas.
Far East > Wisma > Ion > Heeren > Cine > 313.
Homed for dinner.

Had tom yam seafood soup with Beee,
on a straight 3days.
Hopefully, I wont gain much weight.
Had alots of foods recently.
Andd, Im not working for that fucking company alr.
got my training pay and off i go.

I will upload pics tml (:
Stay tune.

Oh ya, recently, Im wearing specs out.
Cause my mum brought a specs for me.
She doesnt want me to keep depending on contact lens.
No good. Hees.
Thus, Beee's says I look like a guai kia.
Hahas :D

My 19th is coming!!!
Beee's taking me to resturant eat! :D
And Beee ton'ing with me! :D

And,
Mr Tan & Mine's 2years
is coming in just 11 more days!
Lovesssss!~

Beee,
You're such a sweety pie to me.
As time goes by,
You're just treating me better and
way much better than any guy could ever did.
I swear.
2years. You showed me that not all love
eventually dies off as time goes by.
Instead, you showed me there's always a
love that get stronger as time goes by.
Yes, That's your love to me.
And, Remeber me saying earlier on,
when we just got tgt? ;
That I'll love you more with every breath I take.
Till now, Its still going on this way,
and it will go on this way till my last breath.
It only gets more, and never less.
I love you!

2010-07-27T21:10:00.001+08:00

Alright, updatessss ;

But a brief one.
will do a proper on this sunday night.

last monday, tues and friday went out with Beee.
Inception on tues and The Crazies on friday.
last wed head back to grandma's hse after sch,
went to fetch sweety back from her childcare.
Last thurs, night class and then ton with ladies cliques
at yishun starbuck to work on our codings.

I have many pictures.
Upload on this sunday as well.

Alright, Im gonna start my work training on
this friday and saturday.
Beee is going to fetch me go workplace and off workplace.
Happy!~
Yesterday Beee sent me back from sch to Grandma's.
Tml meeting Beee too!~

God bless.
for Beee's fyp and my project.
Loves~

2010-07-26T17:05:00.000+08:00

Just finished my create, retrieve and delete codes
for project. Yea!~
Thanks ling luhh. :D
Appreciated sooo much.
Hess!~

Alright, cause of project,
so much codes to do..
I will update tonites kks.
Beee coming over to my blk L soon.
Gonna pack up and meet him alr.

Anyway, Watch-ed Inception & The Crazies
with Beee over last week.

2years coming.
Loves!~

ohya, for the reason of me betting worldcup,
its cux I got Beee a Picard Wallet
on our 1year 11months. ♥
Stay tune. ~

2010-07-18T20:45:00.001+08:00

Hmms, I know my blog lacks of updatess ;
But well, Project and testes are piling up.
Im yet to touch on my project yet.
Hope god bless me real much on the project part.
Hahas :D

Will really-do-updates on next friday night alright.

Beee's the only reason of me carrying on.
had sakae with Beee on tues.
ytd and today went dating with Beee.
ytd and today, Beee came my house.

Currently, I dead on going sch,
Becux of school workssss.
Friends are the only reason I went, still.

My precious silly Beeee!!! ♥
I love you.
We've been through many up&downs together.
You knowing me the best, giving me your best.
I never ever want to live a day without you.
You are not only a part of my life,
But you're a part of me.
You're my only strength, that I know will always keep me going.
The only reason why Im feeling sooo bliss.
Everyday, I love you more than yesterday.
And you always know that
I love you, I want you, I need you ;
Now and Forever!♥

2010-07-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

MY SILLY PRECIOUS BEEEEEE! ♥

touched to see the post.

I love you, Beeeee! ♥

2010-07-14T10:29:00.002+08:00

To: My Baby, CHEN CHUYUN.

BABY SUPRISE!!!!!!. haha. Your 2 eyes now must be very BIG staring at the screen and

shocked to see this post appeared on your blog right. Suprised to see me write huh. This is

the 1st time i'm writing a post on blog if i've done badly so sry!!!!. =x

This silly precious baby of mine, always post those good things about me and didn't post

those bad deed that i've done towards u later people mistaken that u are the one that

causing those arguments and i'm the one who always giving in. Actually is me who causing

my baby to be hurt deeply and tears dripping down from the eyes but yet she still forgive

me. How silly can u be!!. If is other woman i'm sure that she would had break up with me

long ago. U always said that u are so blissful to have me but i should had said that i'm the

most blissful guy in the world to have u as my gf!!!. Thkz for being so understanding towards

me when i cannot accompany u although i know that u will be sad and disapointed and u act

like nothing had happen. Whats more can i ask for??. There's nothing i can complain or say

about u anymore because u are such a perfect gf that i cannot find anythings to demand it

from u really nothing. So don't change urself towards me ok? I love the way u are now the

original chen chuyun.

Baby, i cannot promise that i can give u the best right now but there's 1 thing i can promise

u right now. I promise u that i will change myself to be a better bf . I promise u that i won't

hurt u anymore and give u more suprises. I promise u that i will LOVE, DOTE AND CARE

for u only. I promise u that no matter what happens and whats the future is going to be i will

always stay by ur side and love u forever.

I LOVE U!!!!!..

From: Bebe NTJY

2010-07-11T16:05:00.003+08:00

Alright, updatesssss~
sch days for last week was
alright.
Basically Bebe came over to my blk L
to look for me almost every sch day.
He came to just see and talk to me ♥

Anyway, worldcupsss,
I bet $10 on Holland vs Uruguay. Wins.

I bet $5 on Germany vs Spain. Lost.

I bet $20 on Germany vs Uruguay. Wins.

Afterall, I only won $16.60 for myself.
I swear I dislike gambling soooo much ;
If its not becux of the 'surprise' ;
I swear I wont place bet.
Okays, in afew more hours,
It will be Mr Tan&Mine's 1Year 11Months!♥

*Stay tune for the reason behind of me placing bet :D

Ytd, 10 July 2010,
Its Bebe's poly'mate's 21st birthday chalet.
Bebe came over to my hse at 1230pm.
walk over to hp to buy my happy meal.
walk back home.
Bebe&I slack in my room till 5pm
before heading to amk to meet Bebe's 3poly'mates.
Brought Koi.
88 to pasir ris.
reached chalet at ard 7plus.
till ard 11plus, chalet emptied alots spaces.
left only afew.
Me&Bebe went up the room to slack.
Bebe's sooooo cute,
play itouch's games till I cant stop laughing :D
ard 12.45am. went down.
downtown east mac with Bebe & his 3poly'mates.
Bebe brought happy meal for me ; again :D
Match starts.
I swear I nearly died of heart attack man.
Germany goal first. Then Uruguay.
Ending first half with score, 1-1.
Then Uruguay leads.
Germany then chased back the score.
Germany score again, Leads.
left 20secs, Uruguay got a free-kick
just-right outside the penalty box.
Super heng, they missed.
Thus, Germany 3-2 ; 3rd.
Germany's my fav ; Muller the best (:
4.30pm ; decide where to go.
4 of us in one cab.
Bebe&Me slack under my hse block.
At 6plus am ; I saw Bebe's super-tired face.
Thus, I ask him to go home rest.
Bebe went up to my hse with me.
Then he homed at 6.45am.

These few days, Not feeling really well.
not much appetitde.
Weight drops. 52 now.
I wonders if my grastric is unwell.
And now my lower left-back got blue-black kind of pain.
Pain die me :'(
God, I love you! ♥
For always living up my prayers :D

Anyway,
I love My silly boy!♥
He may seems ordinary to all of u.
But he's my that special-perfect piece of my life.
Our 2years' coming. ♥
My birthday coming too.
Awaiting for Bebe's 21st too! ♥

♥ ♥

Love is, appearing at my door when im mad at u.
Love is, getting me all stuff I desire with ur mights.
Love is, pampering me even you know I'll be spoilt.
Love is, always taking my temper and mood.
Love is, always go my ways without complaining.
Love is, talking things out with me and not big quarrels.
Love is, protecting me from all harms you could sense.
Love is, always being there to hear my sorrows.
Love is, even the world falls on me, you're still there for me.
Love is, telling me im the most perfect girl.
Love is, never lets me go home alone after every meeting.
Love is, forever sending me to my hse door before u leave.
Love is, wanting to do well in studies to let me live good life.
Love is, hugging me in ur arms and tell me you're the most blissful guy.
Love is, seeing my bads but still tell me im wonderful.
Love is, bullying me then give me your whole self to bully back.
Love is, giving me silly faces just to make me laugh.

♥ ♥

2010-07-04T14:50:00.001+08:00

Term-break ends.
School resumes as per normal.
Tiring to the max :(
I just wanna be at home,
Taking cares of my 2babies ♥ .
Hahahs!~ :D

Alright,
past week,
basically was just, out with cliques,
out with Bebe, Home with Bebe,
and school.

Super happy, ♥
Yesterday, Bebe brought
a charles&keith wallet for me.
And I brought a shorts for Him.
Hougang mall > Cwp > Bugis > Cp > My house.
Bebe homed at 12am.

Beeeeee ♥ ,
You're the only one I need & want
for the rest of my life.
You're the greatest gift from god to me.
I love you, Now, Then & Forever.
I'll never leave you,
Unless one day you prove to me that
you need me in your life no more.
Till then, I'll always love you with all
my mights & in every way.
I LOVE YOU! ♥

2010-07-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

Bebe's currently at my hse since 6.45pm.
Watching soccer with him soonnn.
He's out to pack dinner for me&him :D

Shall update tml then.
Loves!

2010-06-23T21:20:00.002+08:00

Alright,
I've a sweet thing to share,,
ytd night, I was mad at Bebe.
This morning I was still mad at him..
Over a-really-small matter ;
But I-just-am mad at him. :D
Around 12pm in the afternoon today,
after my lunch at grandma's hse,
I was wondering why This silly boy of mine
didnt reply my msg.
Thus, I put my phone in my sweety's room.
&& I went to watch tv in the living room.
And till 4.30pm,
When I finally looked at my phone,
14missed calls & 4msges !
Called Bebe back,
He asked me to come out of my grandma's hse.
(When he should be in sch at this time. )
And tadda! He hand me a frame of hand-written-msg-puzzle.
He came for me, Cause I was still mad at him.
Of cux, Im supprised && touched !♥
Love you, My boy!♥

And sorry.
Well, I maybe unreasonable at times,
But Im blissed that my boy is you! ♥
&&Im so super touched The moment I saw u! ♥

&&&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!♥

2010-06-20T13:20:00.003+08:00

17th June 2010

Bebe came over to my hse at 1030am.
Slack in my room till 2.45pm.
walked over to hp for sakae sushi.
And, This silly boy of mine
keep telling me this..
"Baby, see, I told u after my fyp,
I sure bring u come de~"
hahahs! I know, my boy.
You've always kept to ur promise to me.
After sakae, Walked over to hougang's mac.
And halfway thru walking,
I felt nausea ; vomit-like feeling.
Bebe convince me in sitting down for awhile first.
Then, Bebe pat my back to make me feel better.
After awhile, we continue to mac.
Soccer.
Bet with Bebe.
Korea for me && Argentina for Bebe.
Well, 4-1.
Homed at 10plus.

19th June 2010

Bebe came over to my hse at 10.30am.
My room to slack.
When Bebe&I just got tgt,
I once promised him that I'll Bear him 3kids.
And recently, I were keep trying to disturb him,
Bebe: Baby, you really got 'S' shape de~
(I always say Im fat, &&he always telling me, Im not~)
Me: Ya lors, But next time I pregnant and give birth jiu no more 'S' shape le.
(giving him the very-sad face)
Bebe: Huh,, wont de la, I will help you slim down back de, ok?
Me: But Sure will fat fat le. No more 'S' shape liaos.
Bebe: Hmms, Then One baby of our own jiu hao, Ok??
(giving me the sad face)

Hahas. Cute conver. I love!~
I always know Bebe loves kids.
Boy, I'll still bear you 3kids in future de.

Left my hse at 2pm.
Hougang mall for lunch.
Aijisen.
Then cwp.
5plus bus-ed to hougang mac for soccer again.
Bet with Bebe again.
Japan for me && Holland for Bebe.
Well, 1-0.
(Thats because I always let Bebe chose the strong team ok!~)
Im his good little precious Baby!~
Hahahas!
Homed at 10pm.

2010-06-16T21:35:00.002+08:00

Clique's photo over in fb :X

Monday, 14th.
Went for DBMS revision class
with clique.
after that, went to maine's hse.
Cook tgt & lunch tgt.
Homed at 10pm.

today, 16th.
Meetup with yanling laogong.
Amk, Tamp, Bugis.

Tml, 17th.
Bebe's coming over to my hse
in the morning.
&& we're going for sakae sushi!
Then, mac for soccer.
lovesloves!~

2010-06-13T17:35:00.007+08:00

3 June 2010

Sch.
Night class.
Pract Test during night class.
Didnt know that pract test will
drag all the way till almost 10pm.
Thus, I made Bebe super worried about me.
Sorry, my Boy!♥

5 June 2010

Bebe came over at 11am.
Bus-ed to hougang mall.
Then to Bugis.
Went to iluma for movie.
Nightmare on elm street.
popcorn combo.
Hell, I really just suit anime moviessss.
Well, but.. as long as Bebe
wanna watch, Im on with it! (:
After movie,
Bugis street,
Brought a tank-top.
Then bus-ed to woodlands.
Saw my desire Charles&Keith bag.
And Bebe says he's gonna get it for me next sat!
Bus-ed to hougang mall for dinner.
Homed at 11pm.

7 June 2010

Sch.
Bebe ends alittle earlier.
So, he came over my class.
Bebe sent me over to my grandma's hse.
Homed at 9plus.

9 June 2010

Sch.
C# test at 1pm.
Think I've probably buang my test!
End test at 3pm.
Upon leaving sch with clique,
Bebe came to find&see me for awhile.
Then homed for me.

10 June 2010

Sch's 1pm for me.
As first lesson was lecture.
So went sch to find Bebe first.
Then 2pm went off to my tut.
Night class.
Got back pract test result.
Full-marks! Good job me! :D

12 June 2010

Happy 22nd Monthsary To Mr Tan & Me!♥

Bebe came over at 10am.
Bus-ed to amk for Koi.
Then bus-ed to woodlands for my
Charles&Keith bag.
Thanks my Precious Bebe Tan! ♥ ;
Many lovesss!
Bus-ed to Bugis,
brought 2 tank-tops.
walked ard..
Bus-ed to yishun for my
height&weight.
BMI = 19.61
Bebe Tan wants me to stop dieting!
Hahas! ; He's heartaching seeing me diet! :D
Bus-ed back to my hse.
Then to serangoon central for dinner.
Mac!
Homed at 10plus.

I just baked cookies for my precious boy,
I knew he love eating my cookies.
And yea, of cux I baked some for
my lovely-ladies-clique too!;

My surname's Tan ;
actually.
Its was only tat my parents
chose the hanyu pinyin (Chen) for me&my bro's NRIC!
So, dont ask anything more.
Thanks!

Lots of love,
Thanks god for ur everything to me.
Im really happy&bliss with my life since 12th August 2008.
Amen.

2010-06-12T09:20:00.007+08:00

So, Its the 12th again ;

HAPPY 1YEAR 10MONTHS

ANNIVERSARY TO US! ♥

*22nd Monthsary!*

-Heading out with Bebe soon.

-Shall update on sunday then.

2010-06-11T00:30:00.002+08:00

:'(

-I got so much to say.

-But I just dont know where to start.

I wont cry, even if it hurts,

Cause big girl dont cry.

I will smile, even if it hurts,

Cause I deserve to.

2010-06-10T11:08:00.002+08:00

Stay tune for my usual-week-post
on friday night kks~

Alright, I just wake up.
Sch starts at 1pm today.
First lesson, its lecture.
Admin card was all along with Clique,
Sooo, It just means I could went in late
with them helping me to clock in.
hahahahs :D
Later gonna go sch &&meet Bebe at 1pm.
As he is having lunch break at 1pm.
I know my precious him wanna see me, alt I know,
We just see each other just ytd.
HoHoHo! (:

Another month pass,
12th's in just 2more day.
And Bebe's buying me my desire Charles&Keith Bag
on 12th! ♥
FYI,
*He chiong save up money from this monday de alright!,
Meaning he always eat cheap&little food in sch only.
Arghhhh! Smack his butt luhh.
My this silly Boy hoh, sweet sweet sweet ; Sooooooo Sweeet!♥ *

Anddd..
Im on diet ;
yars, again~
Those who followed me on my blog
would know that Im a fatttsooo in 2005,
weighing a dramastic 68Kg.
I started to slim down only at 2006.
And I lost 12Kg throughout in 3months.
*I lost it MYSELF, In my way! This, Im proud to say!
**No pills, No skipping of meals!
7days ago, I weight 55Kg.
I decided to 'try' diet again.
**No pills, No skipping of meals, No exercise!
Today, I weight 53Kg.
FYI,
My height is 1.65m ;
If you gonna comment me that 53kg still alots or wad.
Please go calculate my bmi before u comment alright.
****Im posting this to just wanna keep a record
in my blog for my own purpose kks.
Please keep nasty comment to yourself! Thanks.

God Bless,
Im having BM test later.
Amen.

2010-06-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

Pictures :

2010-06-06T20:12:00.002+08:00

Pictures to be upload tml instead alright.
workload and busying having time with Bebe
that I hasn't find any time to upload it.
Stay tune~

Ohya,do help me clicks on my nuffnang ads,
If there's any. Thanks :D

2010-06-03T23:40:00.004+08:00

Well, i just got back home not long,
Ipnet pract test during night class..
and it drag allll the way till 10pm.
cool right, hahahs!
And proud to say, the weightage of the paper is 15%,
and Im sure to get it all! :D

Alright, waited all enough? ;
I shall update my bloggie with
my-lovely-last-week-activities..
*pictures tmll (:

25 May 2010

Sch.
Fetched sweety back from childcare.
Meet Bebe for dinner.

26 May 2010

Sch.
Fetched sweety back from childcare.

28 May 2010

Bebe came over at 11+am.
Bus-ed to amk for koi.
Walked ard.
Bus-ed to sk.
Then trained to habour to meetup with Bebe's mum, sis&aunt.
Took bus in, to Sentosa!
Monorail, Walked,
Merlion,
Shopped, and Bebe's mum brought me a bear.
Walked, Monorail,
Dinner, Casino,
Walked around,
Then Universal Studio!
Bebe brought me a cute penguin, Which I swear
its goddam-CUTE! but its ,too, very expensive.
But Bebe still got it for me!♥
After universal,
watch water fountain,
Homed at only 12am.

29 May 2010

Bebe came over at 1045am.
Bus-ed to my grandma's hse.
Then Bus-ed to take train with
my 3rd aunt, cousins and grandma
to meet up with my big aunt&cousins.
Singapore expo.
Food fare ;
Aunts and grandma got us alots food to eat.
Bebe, me & my cousins are all sooo full..
Then headed to John little mega sales,
Brought 2 ripples slippers,
at only 4.90 each! Sucha great deal!
Bebe brought a fbt shirt for his dad too.
And,,, Bebe pay for my slippers. ♥

31 May 2010

Sch.
Bebe started his Fyp today.
lunch at amk with cliques.
Went to brought a Nike arsenal shirt for Bebe.
Sch ended early, 5.30pm, for me.
So, went over to Bebe's fyp lab to wait for him.
Amk for dinner and koi(:

1 June 2010

Sch.
Fetched sweety back from childcare.

2 June 2010

Sch.
Went over to have lunch with Bebe at sch's koufu.
Bebe acc me to yck int.
Grandma's hse.
After Bebe's fyp,
Meet him for dinner.
Walked home together.
I always love the sweet-walking & sweet-chatting session
with Bebe! ♥

Alright, stay tune,
for I'll upload pictures tml! :D

* alright,, my this silly Bebe is always paying for my expenses.
Bears, food, stationary, bag, bracelet, wallet..
particularly almost everything. ♥
This silly boy of mine is always wanting to 'fight' with me in paying the bill.

Bebe,
Sorry Sorry,
I let you worried sooooo much abt me
just now.
12missed calls of yours in just-a-shortly 10mins.
I should have pick up and tell u,
That im still having test,
At least you wont be that worried.
Bebe, I love you!
Seeing you sooooo worried for me,
Im touched once again.
You're such a sweeeet boy of mine.
♥

2010-05-31T21:35:00.001+08:00

Today's Monday.
yes, and I've said I'll update today..
But sorryyy.. Im unable to upload pictures today..
So, I thought that
I'd might as well update post with pictures tml night then.
Do still stay tune to my blog alright.
(:

Meanwhile, Do help me click on my ads.
Thanks!~

Loves.

2010-05-30T23:00:00.002+08:00

There's pract test tml, (wish me luck)
So Im actually gonna update tml.
Okays! Im tired to update.
Not becux I studying.. =X
alright, Update tml night kks.

*And Bebe's back to sch from tml onwards!

72more days to 2nd.

2010-05-28T23:44:00.001+08:00

*And This is just-part-of the Bears that Bebe got for me so far. ♥

Will update on Sunday for this week's.

Just came back not long,
after a whole day out at
Sentosa with Bebe, His mum, sis & aunt.
Had a really great & enjoyable day!
Went all over Sentosa..
Monorail to&fro, Merlion, casino, dinner && Universal Studio! :D
Bebe's mum brought a 'Sentosa' Bear for me, and
Bebe brought a 'Universal Studio' cute penguin for me!! ♥
Really-very expensive but really am cute ones ♥
I feel just so-being pampered.
Says Im the blissful'est girl on earth! ♥

Tml going Expo with my aunts&cousins.
Bebe's coming along too! ♥

Alright.
Stay tune for pictures and my post(:

Do click on my ads,
Thanks :D

2010-05-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

Happy 1year 5months to me & yanling laogong! ♥

Though we arent really that close.

But have this in mind that,

no matter how long I don seems to msg u,

no matter how i seems not to care,

you're always on my mind.

Be it happy or sad,

I will always be right there for you!

Stay happy always kks,

I like you being happy(:

2010-05-23T23:30:00.002+08:00

18 May 2010

Sch.
Fetch sweety back from childcare.
Went kovan to meet Bebe for dinner.
Bebe told me he'll bring me to
Universal Studio on friday ♥

19 May 2010

Sch.
2pm to 4pm's extra lesson cancelled.
Sch ends at 1pm and there's a make up lesson
at 5pm.
So, went over to amk hub with clique,
pepper lunch for lunch.
first time drink Koi. Nice :D
back to sch at 5pm.
Make up lesson till 7pm.
Then homed.

21 May 2010

Sch.
only went sch from 12pm to 2pm.
eat lunch with cliques.
Skipped 3pm to 6pm's lesson.
bus-ed to harbourfront.
Bebe came not long.
Universal Studio!!! ♥
Bebe brought me a keychain from
Universal Studio
.
Expensive, But I love it. (:
back to vivo at 9plus pm.
kfc for dinner.
back home at 11.30pm.

Photos ♥ :
*photos super not in sequence.

22 May 2010

wake up at 9.30am.
prepare and went over to grandma's hse at 11.30am.
stay there till 6pm,
and Mum came to fetch me and grandma for dinner.
had really an enjoyable night out with mum and grandma(:

23 May 2010

Bebe cam eover at 10.30am.
went over to amk for Koi.
Pepper lunch for lunch.
shop around.
Bus-ed over to tamp.
Walk around.
Bus-ed to hougang mall.
dinner.
Then bus-ed to cp.
Homed at 9.30pm.

Bebe's ending his attachment in
just 3 more days!! ♥
Meaning, there's time for sakae sakae!!
Hohoho! (:
Bebe, I love you.
♥

2010-05-23T21:30:00.001+08:00

just came back home
after a whole day out with Bebe ♥
Will update blog
and.. my trip to Universal Studio with Bebe♥
tml night alright(:
stay tune :D

If there's ads,
please help me click on it(:

2010-05-19T23:00:00.004+08:00

This week's already the

5th week of year2,

and there's quiz quiz quiz,

make-up lesson, make-up lesson.

School die me.

I love going school,

cause of my wonderful cliques.

But I hate it on the studying part :'(

Anyway, On a happier note,

My precious silly boy is bringing me to

Universal studio this fri.

*A $2-per-pax-trip*

after my sch & after his work ;

yes! :D

2010-05-16T21:00:00.001+08:00

11 May 2010

Sch.
Fetch sweety from childcare.
Meet Bebe for dinner tgt.

12 May 2010

HAPPY 1YEAR 9MONTHS TO US!! ♥
you just meant the whole world to me,
Im the happiest girl, so long as I have you with me ♥

Sch. C# quiz. guess.. it was badly done :c
Meet Bebe for dinner tgt.
made Hand-made card for Bebe ♥

13 May 2010

Sch.
Tmd. Lost my thumbdrive.
*but lucky enough, it got back to me on 17May :D

15 May 2010
Bebe came over at 10am.
kfc tgt for breakfast.
headed to bugis.
then went yishun, north point.
Back to my hse at 7.30pm.
Watch tv tgt.
Bebe went home at 1030pm.

There's only 2 types of couples.
1. you both look sweet on the outer but you both are
always having arguments and bads on the inter.
2. you both look sweet on the outer, cause its really
that you both are really so sweet on the inter.

And.. I know, we are type 2. ♥

2010-05-09T19:55:00.002+08:00

Nx week's week 4;
3quizes. argh!~
Will be a hard week.
Hope luck's with me, for the 3quizes(:

4 May 2010

Sch.
fetch sweety from childcare.
went to hougang mall to meet Bebe for dinner tgt.

6 May 2010

Sick, running high fever thru' out the whole day.
temp nva falls below 38 degree,
and hitting as high as 39.3 degree.
went to see doctor. got an mc for 2days.
Bebe surprise me for appearing at my hse.♥
Bebe takecare of me for the night.♥
So Sweet. Love my boyboy many many!♥

7 May 2010

Went sch although hasnt fully recovered.

8 May 2010

Bebe came over at 1045am.
We went to do our hair tgt.
Bebe got a hair cut and me got my hair rebonded(:
then bused to cwp.
brought bracelets tgt for both our mothers(:
went cp too.
homed at ard 10.30pm.

9 May 2010

Bebe came over at 1130am.
went over to amk to catch Ip Man 2 tgt.
1.25pm's slot.
Mac for lunch tgt.
After movie, bused to cp.
dinner at cp.
home early due to Bebe having attachment, and me having quiz too.

12th's nearing, again. ♥
and its gonna be our 1yr 9months ♥

2010-05-02T18:22:00.001+08:00

Can anyone tell me what's the name of the pokemon there?

Alamak, jialat luhh, sch works are pile'ing
up like nobody's business ;'(

27 April 2010

sch.
fetch sweety from childcare.
kovan to meet Bebe for dinner.

28 April 2010

sch.
fetch sweety from chilcare.

29 April 2010

sch.
Night class was on.
omfg tiring.

1 May 2010

Its Labour Day.
Bebe came over at 11.45am.
went out tgt with sweety.
malls are fucking crowded.
sweety's soooo tired,
so brought her back to grandma's hse,
then Bebe&me went over to kovan's mac for late lunch.
Then Bebe suggested to go tamp.
went over.
toyrus and Bebe wanted to buy iron man figure.
hahahs.
Total Cute'ness, I like (:
ntuc to buy some stuffs,
while waiting for cashier,
Bebe keep nagging tat he caught me peeping at the cashier.
(cashier is a teenager boy, you see.)
And he show me sadsad faces.
hahahs.
I wasnt la my Bebe, Theres no reason for me to peep at other guys,
Cause to me, you're the only guy I sees.♥

Then we headed to int to bus back to my house.
Saw my ite fren, waved to say hi,
and behind me came a voice,
(abit of jealousy one)
Who's that? :(
I turned around and smiled,
Told Bebe its my ite fren.
And I laugh at him.
I found him cute most when he's carrying alittle jealousy.
hahahs(:
Back at my house at 8plus.
As I wanted Bebe to accompany me for tv show at 1030pm.
And at only 12.30am, Bebe left for home(:

April ends, and its May now.
One-Third of 2010 has passed.
And now Im looking forward to 2012.♥
Not sure if everything of ours can goes as planned,
But no matter what, We'll work hard towards it, right, Bebe.

There's really forever in love,
Dont doubt it just because all bad falls into urs,
Believe it and it'll come in your way, and its all yours to keep(:

2010-04-25T20:28:00.004+08:00

Alright,
My sch's 9am to 6pm for monday,
9am to 1pm for tuesday & wednesday,
1pm to 8.30pm for thuresday,
then 9am to 6pm for friday.
Tiring right, torture us only=x

Updates

20 April 2010
Sch.
at 5pm went to fetch sweety from childcare.
then went for dinner with Bebe.

21 April 2010
Sch.
back to grandma's hse.
then 5pm fetch sweety from childcare.
rain was pouring like free,
luckily 3rd uncle drive to rescue me(:

22 April 2010
Sch.
Night class(6 - 8.30pm) cancelled.
Bebe came for me,
to accompany me for dinner :D

24 April 2010
Bebe came to my hse at 9.45am.
had breakfast tgt at hp.
then to www.
Dinner tgt with Bebe's family.
Cause today is his sister bdae.
After dinner, Back to Bebe's hse for cake & soccer.

Weekends end for this week again.
Too fast to catch.
hahahs.
Ohya, Bebe & I had planned for 12th August 2012.
I dont need a big & grand one,
As long as my groom is you, My Boy.
I love you, so long as I live.
And I love you more with each day passes by.
I feel bliss enough to be the one you love, miss & need so much. ♥

2010-04-22T21:45:00.008+08:00

I Love This Boy of Mine! ♥

He's my precious, the one I put on top of my life;

forever.

Will update on sunday then(:
Love My silly boy so dam much,
He's always doing silly'est yet sweetest things to me♥
loves~

2010-04-14T13:08:00.002+08:00

*Changed my header pic,
Cause as requested by my dummy Bebe,
He want me to put "muackmuack" pic of us.
hahahs. request'ment gao gao.

Timetable's out.
Surprisely, my module is C#,
not vb.
Oh, and there's night classes.
Sch's starting nx monday.
But, I feel I've not rested enough yet.
*laughs*

Im so-gonna go bugis on sat for my
clothes-buying therapy b4 sch starts,
hahas(:

&nx sat, will be going www with Bebe,
my uncle's got me free tix, yet again(:

Then on the nx nx week, prehaps beginning of May,
I'll get my hair rebond. :D

Hopefully, Bebe dont talk me round again,
for making me guilty in keep rebonding :x
hahahs.
*I know, I last rebond-ed on just merely 3months ago :X

Update More on weekends alright,
As Hopefully, Bebe's bringing me out to have fun(?) :D

On a random note,
Today's our 610th!~ ♥

2010-04-13T14:08:00.000+08:00

Alright, Im done with my blog.
A brand new one.
All are done by myself.
Spend 2hour plus on it.
editing & creating..
I feel its urban Nice man.
Proud!~ (:

comments welcome(:
hahas,
Ohya, and shld i un-private my blog?

*Random post :D

2010-04-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

Happy 1Year 8Months, My Love!

went out with Bebe for dinner at aijisen.

2010-04-11T15:25:00.010+08:00

3rd April
went Science Centre with Bebe.
Happy!~ ;D
played with the Baby, child, adult and folk looks of ownself.
and the com showed Bebe's child look,
dam cute, and its exactly true of his child-look.

4th April
Our 600th! ♥
Novena with Bebe.
Then to his hse to watch f1 tgt(:

6th April
meet Bebe for dinner after his work.

8th April
meet Bebe for dinner after his work.

9th April
Too sick.
went to see doc.
6kind of medication, gosh! :x

10th April
kkh with Bebe to see babies (:
bishan.
then hougang mall for library &dinner.

12th is coming, again.
which means its our monthsary;
1year 8months Anniversary;
Its the 20th Monthsary! ♥
Loves~

2010-04-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Just bathed.
yea, Bebe and I just parted at ard 11pm.
Had a great day with Bebe today.
United square to get my candy at Made In Candy.
Its a real nice candy :D I like it alots man =x
Than bishan, vivo and hougang for dinner.

Tml meeting Bebe at 10am.
To eat breakfast tgt,
and than Science Centre ;D

And Bebe says, he going to bring me go Universal Studio soon :D
I know I said it b4, but Im really excited for it.
hahas.

alright, NitesNites! (:

ps: I always know I've a great boy (:

2010-03-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

Met up with my precious boy after his work.
He's still so sweet as ever.
hahahs.
Love you!

tml meeting dorothy.
thurs meeting yanling.
fri, sat & sun are Bebe's (:

Bebe's bringing me to science centre this sat! :D
Cause I always wanted to go :x
Thanks boy, for always getting me things I want.

was always on planet vs zombie to kill time;
and i played and played over again&again.
I completed it for already 6 times :X
hahahs.

2010-03-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

Alright, just bath-ed.
Bebe just leave my hse not long.
mum so cute,
gave bebe a packet of greentea :D

Now I know,
God's never been unfair to me,
in fact he's too good to me.
He gives me, my family and my him.
Their my reason of living.
When I feel alone, Bebe's always there with me, at least.
Im really more than greatful alr.
thanks to those who show concern to me.
I know there's still friends who treat me truely.
But then, I don wish to doubt..
But just, I cant be bothered either,
If you guys have new friend and forget me.
even if I were only once your good friend, not now anymore.

All I need to last a lifetime,
I have them all now, with me, forever.

If there's one thing,
I can ever be proud of, and be the eye of envy'ous to all ppl,
It'll be that,
I have my boy with me.
A guy who treat me like a princess,
who love me like there's no tomorrow,
who get me everything I want,
who save up money just to buy me things,
who rather starve to let me eat good food,
who protects me from all harms,
who will always try his best to comfort me,
who change for the better just for me,
who always tolerate my temper,
who will do all silly things just to see me smile,
who will be more upset than me, when I feel terrible,
who always there to kiss me, hug me and tell me He loves so much of me.
altough sometimes made me mad,
and getting alittle on my nerves,
He's someone Im always proud of, to have him, mine.

2010-03-26T18:41:00.002+08:00

feeling alone. stressed.

I always knew there wont be anyone there for me.

true friends. who's mine.

like shit only.

I don need many friends.

One true friend can last me a liftime already.

where's mine then.

I sometimes regretted giving up my male-buddies for u.

when life's shitty boring, i realised,

true friends dont really exist.

Don tell me u'll always be there for me,

Cause when I really need you, where's the-you?

Fuck!

Everything have its own expiry dates.

The more im afraid, the tighter i cling on to.

But what's meant to be, are still meant to be.

And at the very last, All i sees is myself only.

2010-03-26T12:55:00.003+08:00

591th ♥!

alright, result's out afew days ago...
not quite satisfied, rather, am disappointed.
but wad to do, its the result of not studying hard enough.
Still, on a happier note, GPA went up :D
Later gonna meet Bebe(:

argh, first ever time,
I wished for sch to start earlier.
hard to believe yeah=X

Bebe!!
Boring nors at home,
u have ur work to kill time,
other frens all working..
date me out someone! :X
hhahas.

Anyway, hope year 2 will be a great ones.
And hope my gpa continue to increase every sem(:

2010-03-17T21:12:00.004+08:00

582th!♥

I'VE THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD! ♥

failed to find any job.
And Bebe's having attachment;
which only ends on 29May.

Well, Bebe say he will support me financially.
Hahahs. Such a sweet boy of mine. ♥

Basically, last week was out with yi to find jobs.
Failed anyway.
Tues, wed and fri went to Bebe's workplace there to meet him.
Sat went out to have time tgt.

hmms, when i was all dispress in not able to found any job...
Me: Beee, can i not find work anymore? *giving him the sad face*
Bebe: Of cux luh, i wanted to 'yang' you at the beginning already.
Me: Then i all depend on you le kks?
Bebe: Yupps, so let me 'yang' you kks. *giving me the sweetest smile*

See, how not to love this boy of mine right :D

And know wad, Bebe told me he wanna bring me to universal studio
as soon as he get his pay. ♥

When I know He's everything I wished for:
I love it when you look into my eyes and tell me, you love me.
I love it when you hold me close to you.
I love it when you hug me and say you love me into my ears.
I love it when you ask me to hold you tight, wanting the whole world to know Im urs.
I love it when you randomly hold both my hands and say prayers in wishing we could get married early.
I love it when you often reminds me that i agreed to have 3 kids with you.
I love it when you say you miss me.
I love it when you always putting in so much for me.
I love it when you cares so much for me.
I love it when you want me to be urs forever.
I love it when you're so protective towards me.
I love it when we spent times together.
I love it when we count our anniversaries every 12th of the month.
I love it when we know we both love each other so much.
I love it when we always ask each other to better takecares.
I love it when we meal together, and you will say 'laopo chi'.
I love it when we joke abt weird ppl together.
I love it when we think of our babies' names together.
I love it when we plan for our future together.
I love it when we went for shopping together.
I love it when we always talk things out together rather than quarrel when one party is not satisfied with something.
I love it when I'm having menses and you know it, and wishing the cramps to be suffered by you not me.
I love it when I lost temper on you, and you will just listen and seldom argue back.
I love it when I dont need to tell you anything, but you know exactly how Im feeling.

Just having you with me,
I know I have everything I need, with me(:

Bebe,
You nva know, just how much blissful you made me feel.
Those things i randomly spoke to you,
and the next day, you getting/doing it for me.
You know me so well,
understand me so well,
always tolerating my temper,
giving me all you could afford to,
making me smile and laugh,
always trying to make me the happiest girl.
You, are just so special, so unique to me.
I love you! ♥

2010-03-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 1Year 7Months! ♥

Though its been 19months alr,

But you still nva fail to make me

feel everyday is a new surprise

whenever im with you! ♥

You're always so outstanding,

so different from others.

Im so blissful to be urs! ♥

You're always my prince. ♥

2010-03-07T15:00:00.009+08:00

100% hand-made by ME!! (:

Made this cushion for Bebe.
an advance 1yr 7months gift.

Bebe's starting attachment from 8 March.
Hope everything goes well for him.

Im currently looking for jobs,
but it seems hard to get one :(
Wish me luck k, ppl.

&&lastly,
hope this sem result will hit 3.0
hahahs. (cross finger)

2010-02-28T00:13:00.004+08:00

565th ♥ !

alright, i promise to keep my blog alive again after my exam.
2nd march will be the hell-end of that.
so yea,
but i guess, my blog's real-dead.
nevermind,
i will try update more after that.

workss; here i comeeee(:

I love you, Bebe! ♥
with you,
I have the whole world! ♥

2010-02-13T14:37:00.003+08:00

Alright, Im here to say abt Bebe's surprises for me! ♥

Bebe came over to my hse at morning 10plus am.
while I haven even bath and prepare to head out yet, he came.
then there's flowers and a gift in his hands.
He gives me his cheeky smile {♥}
.....
and, he wants me to unwrap the gift,,,,
then, guess wads in it,
it's a Ipod Touch! ♥
hahahs!

♥ My Boy,
Im touched! ; seriously.
I never knew all things i just randomly talked abt,
that i love to have..
and you always make it happen.
your words,,,
telling me that you'll try to get all that i wanted for me.
But i really never expect it to be this two surprises.
Love you, Bebe! ♥
Thanks for the everything. ♥

2010-02-11T21:25:00.004+08:00

Alright, past 2 weeks was like basically
busying with test,quiz and projects.
but everything's over now(:
tons of pics to upload.

I know, my blog lack of updates.
but, im really soaked in blissfulness now.

Everything around me seems so beautiful & meaningful^^
Tml's our 1yr 6months alr ♥

CNY's coming,
V day's coming,
2nd&3rd day of cny will be going Bebe's.

p/s: Bebe say he's going to give me surprises for our anniversary&V day ♥

♥ My Boy,
Because of you,
Im the happiest girl on earth;
Im never alone.
Even when the world falls on me,
I know you'd always be there for me still. ♥
always, is the time I'll love you,
forever, is the time I'll prove it to you. ♥
Cause with you, I dont need anything else.
Cause with you, I have everything! ♥

2010-01-31T21:01:00.002+08:00

17 Jan
Stayed at homed.

18 Jan

Sch's 9am to 5pm.

Bebe comeover to Blk L.

dinner at houngang mall.

homed at 9plus.

19 Jan

sch's 9am to 5pm.

DCN test.

Skipped all lecture from 11am to 5pm.

amk hub with clique.

lunched.

homed at 3plus.

20 Jan

sch's 10am to 12pm.

meet bebe after he ends sch at 1pm.

tamp.

then went fetch sweety from her childcare tgt.

brought her to hp walkwalk(:

grandma's hse at 6plus.

21 Jan

sch's on 9am to 4pm.

homed after sch.

22 Jan

Sch's 9am to 5pm.

homed after sch.

23 Jan

Bebe came over at 10plus.

over to hougang mall's mac for breakfast.

bugis.

Bebe brought 7items,

Shoes, clothes, tie, and bermudas.

$183 total.

I brought one dress at $42.90.

homed at only 10.30pm.

24 Jan

went grandma's hse at 10am.

out with grandma & her sister.

bugis.

back to grandma's hse at 4plus.

homed at 6pm.

25 Jan

Sch's on 9am to 5pm.

went over to Bebe's class after sch.

hougang mall for dinner.

sweet-stroll home(:

26 Jan

Sch's 9am to 5pm.

homed after sch.

27 Jan

Sch's on 10am to 12pm.

Java test at 3 to 5.40pm.

Bebe end sch at 1pm,

and he wauted for 5hours for me, alone.

Shocked to see him after my test.

Touched!~ ♥

28 Jan

Sch's on 9am to 4pm.

homed after sch.

29 Jan

Sch's on 9am to 5pm.

went home with Bebe after sch.

30 Jan

Bebe come over at 11am.

jp.

then cwp.

homed at 11pm.

31 Jan

Bebe come over at 11plus.

bugis.

Bebe caught 3 bears for me.

All with only 1 try.

loves!~

Happy, of cux!(:

Bebe brought one jeans, $45.

homed at 9pm.

2010-01-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

10 jan
Stayed at home for the whole day.

11 jan
sch's on 9am to 5pm.
marketing test(40%) today.
manageable, but hope to score well^^
rushed vb project,
with help from yin&ling, (thanks(: )
end sch, and Bebe came ove to blk L.
hp for dinner.
sweet-stroll home.

12 jan
Happy 1Year 5Months, My Love! ♥

Didne went sch for today,
vomited for god-knows-how-many-times.
mum brought me to see doctor.
my body was dam weak.
doctor said might be food poisoning,
no oily & spicy food but only porridge for the time being.
and gave me 2days mc.
mum fetch me to grandma's hse.
slp for almost the whole day,
with only less than 10 mouthful of porridge that day.
mum fetched me homed at 8pm.

13 jan
body not recovered yet,
went toliet for more tha 15times! Argh!
went sch still,
Bebe was there keep saying, not well still go,, blah blah blah~
hahahs. I know he worrys alots for me ♥
but i got vb project to ask fren.
and cux sch's only 2hours that day. 10am to 12pm.
still, reach sch late, cux keep running to toliet. LOLS!
after sch ends at 12pm.
Bebe called and say to meet me at my blk L lift,
he actually skipped his last lesson to bring me home.
Sweet! &touched~ ♥

14 jan
was still not really recovered.
sch's on 9am to 4pm.
but only attended 9am to 12am's lessons.
waited for Bebe to end sch.
bring me back to my grandma's hse.
b4 going back to grandma's hse,
Bebe acc me to eat porridge outside,
as i was hungry.
but end up, i didnt even finished half of it.
Awws, guilty for like-keep wasting Bebe's money=x
homed.

15 jan
sch's on 9am to 5pm.
recoved fully! ~ ^^
thus, i love today!
finally, back to my normal self,
joking, laughing, smiling whole day long~
sch's fun with clique.
I love it! (:
homed at 5pm.

16 jan
Bebe came over to salon to find me at 2pm.
As i was doing my hair(:
He brought the mac's dog-doreamon for me! ♥
after my hair's done at 3plus.
went over to cwp, to have Aijisen,
as Bebe craves for it.
then walked ard, then bused back to houngang mall.
walked ard, arcade-ed, then back to my hse area,
to have dinner tgt at 9plus pm.
homed at 10.20pm.

My precious boy,
You love me the way, no-one else ever did.
You love me the way, its like im nva been loved.
You love me the way, that will drew jealousy of others.

Be it happiness or tears, sorrows or joy ;
nothing much needed to be said,
I, will always be with you.
till forever, my forever. ♥

2010-01-09T23:30:00.004+08:00

3 jan
stayed at home the whole day.

4 jan
sch's on 3pm to 5pm.
my class ended earlier than Bebe's,
so went over to Bebe's class.
dinner at hougang mall.
has Subway.
sweet-stroll home.
homed at 9.30pm.

5 jan
sch's on 11pm to 4pm.
fetch sweety from childcare after sch.
grandma's hse ater that.

6 jan
no sch.
went over to sch to meet Bebe at 1pm.
went over to changi airport,
to have sakae sushi.
then ard 6pm, back to my hse.
laze ard till 8plus.
Bebe homed at 9pm.

7 jan
no sch.
woke up early at 8am.
mum fetch me over to grandma's hse.
fetch sweety back from childcare at 5pm.
grandma's hse till 8plus pm.

8 Jan
no sch.
waited at home for Bebe to end sch and come over at 3plus.
over to hp's mac.
Told Bebe, I wanted the snake and sheep Doreamon.
He brought it ♥
2bucks for 1, snake his, sheep mine.
acc Bebe to cut his hair.
then bused to cwp.
walked ard till 7plus.
homed at 9plus.

9 jan
went over cp to meet Bebe at 1030am.
brought some finger food.
then bused to funan digital mall.
to service my lappy.
they replace me with a new lcd screen(:
collected lappy on the same day.
while waiting for them to service my lappy.
walked ard, and looked for a nice pink mouse.
then went over to eat,
after that, Bebe brought a pink mouse for me.\
After collecting my lappy,
back to my home at 6pm.
lazed till 9pm,
then dinner at nearby coffeeshop.
homed at 10pm.

Im 'officially' living by my Bebe's. ^^
Most of the expenses during our outing came from him.
yea, This silly precious of mine,
are always buying me things that i want.

My Percious Boy, ♥
I Love you,
I will love you till ;
Wind dont blow,
The oceans dries up completely,
And when time stop moving.
Your smile makes my day.
I need you in my life forever,
To tell me how pretty I am ;
alt im always denying it.
To hold my hands tight ;
as if you're afraid of me running away.
To want me to hold ur hands tight too ;
as if you want me to squeeze ur hands with all my mights.
To kiss me ;
cause you love doing it.
To tell me how important am I to you ;
as if you're afraid of me forgetting the importancy of me in you.
Boy, I love you,
Now and forever.

what does forever means ;
To me ;
Even after one party dies ,
the love in us still continue.
Only till two parties die , forever ends.
This is my forever. ~ ♥

2010-01-02T21:45:00.004+08:00

Alright, shall start updating Bliss for this week,
before I forgets some Blissful part of it ^^

27 Dec
stayed at home the whole day~

28 Dec
woke up early in the morning.
mum fetched me to grandma's hse.
stayed there,
fetched sweety back from her childcare.
homed at 8plus pm.

29 Dec
meet Bebe at cp at 11.45am.
with his 2cousins and sister too.
then trained to ps.
Bebe brought tickets.
Alvin and the Chipmunks 2.
ate kfc for lunch.
one of his cousin came awhile later.
walked around.
2.30pm, movied.
after movie, back to sk
then bused to my hse area.
had dinner at my hse nearby coffee shop.
sweet-talks till 9pm.
then homed.

29 Dec
meet up with Bebe at 11.45am.
bused to sch,
Bebe's doing project with frens.
till 4plus.
had mac for lunch.
then back to my grandma's hse area.
fetched sweety for her childcare tgt.
homed at 7pm.

31 Dec
Bebe came over at 11.15am.
bused to sch tgt.
Im doing project with frens.
Bebe soooo sweet,
told me, that he wanna be my personal maid that day.
sooo, taddah, both lappy and bag was all on Bebe.
mac for lunch~ like again (?) hahahs^^
do project till ard 6pm then
bused back to my hse area.
dinner with Bebe at hp.
then homed to prepare to
pub with cliques.
clark quay at 10plus pm.
drink drank drunk~~~
NoNo, not drunk yet, okays.
hahahs^^
cab home at 2.30am.

1 Jan
HAPPY 2010!!!

Bebe came over at 12pm.
bused to vivo.
lunch at yoshinoya.
hit Build-A-Bear workshop,
and Bebe so-wanna-make one for me *hearts* ♥
silly though, <3
walked till ard 5pm.
bused back to my hse area.
brought food.
then homed at 9pm.

2 Jan
Bebe came over at 10.45am.
bused to DownTown east.
WWW at 12pm.
played till 4pm.
both Bebe & I was really hungry,
cux nva even ate anything since we were awake.
so bath, prepare.
late lunch at kfc.
bused back to hougang.
walked ard,
Bebe wanted to get his hair-cut.
but nahhh, too many ppl !
so, temple to pray.
we went on two only, no other purpose,
(guess, its a secret of ours ♥ )
then cux my silly boy is really tired alr,
homed at 8pm.

My Love, NTJY ♥ ,
This 2weeks was really spent way too well~
So blissful that, I wanna tell the whole world that,
IM SO BLISSFUL CUX I HAVE YOU!
You love me too well, too much,
Cause of you, I know why Im so-in-Bliss.
You showed me what Love can do, so much, so well
that will set envy-sity in others.
I know you cares , love , need , and dotes me real-lots.
I know you always doing things for me.
I know you always wanna get things I want, for me.
I know you always give me the best of the best.
I know its going to be like this forever.
Eternity is our destiny ~

I LOVE YOU,
NOW and FOREVER! ♥

2010-01-01T21:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2010!!!

Alright, Its getting harder to find time to blog nowadays.

basicially, everyday was enjoying with My precious Love.

this 2 weeks of holiday was well-spent. Love it! ♥

getting to see my precious boy for like 5days out of 7days.

cool ! Then for tml, going www with my boy. ♥ ♥

Am leading a real-Blissful life now.

So.... ;

update again when i have time.

till then, still had vb project to do.