Day 2/18
The pain did not subsidize at all,
not even a single bit.
I tear. When friend ask me how's you.
I tear again when I reach my grandma's doorstep.
I feel so lost without you here.
Without you,
I forgot how to breathe properly, smile, and laugh.
I need your hugs, now.
There's times when I feel breathless while missing you.
I miss you so much that it spoilt my appetite.
I eat merely a meal today ;
Only a quarter portion of my usual meal.
Sorry love, But I really misses you so freaking bad.
Take lots of cares in there alright.
16more days to see you, again.