Day 10/18
Fyp still as terrible.
Went bishan during lunchtime with
yong cai, wilson and irene.
Played arcade with the guys too (:
Its been 10 days since you went in.
Its amazing how I'm able to adpat fast.
Although I spent the first week,
feeling so much horribly sad and down.
I feel I've done so well alr.
Without you here when I needed you most,
hasn't been an easy task for me.
I struggled, a lot.
Cause of fyp,
I felt like part of my world falls,
and you wasn't there to lift it up for me.
I was literally left wounded.
But fortunately, my wound heals fast enough.
I set my mind to think as positive as possible.
If you were to ask me,
I'll tell you frankly.
There's bound to be time that
I just feel like giving up.
But then I'll always remind myself,
to think of the reason why I held on to for so long.
There's only 2 ways out.
One is to believe in, the reason you held on for so long.
Another is to give up the reason you held on for so long.
You're in there,
You knew without you,
I wouldn't take good-enough care of myself.
So you msg to keep remind me to takecare of myself.
Its been afew days since I last heard your voice.
I miss your voice so much,
but I wouldn't tell you.
Cause I knew, phone batt don allow us to.
I miss your voice,
you'll probably start your first sentence with...
"Baby! Its me, your precious Beee.."
Its okay, I'll still be waiting.
just 8more days, right?
I pray for the feeling to be as strong still.
Somehow, I feel like we're so far apart.
Not more than 10messages were exchanged everyday.
I feel we're down to friends.
I still yearn for your hugs and kisses.
Especially kisses that you'll plant onto my forehead.
8more days!