期待原来是一种伤害
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i hate myself;
truly hate everything abt myself.
everything about me just seems so sucky.
so now; i understood
promises are all meant to
be fulfil only within our mights.
everytime u promised.. i always knew;
you wasnt going to fulfil it.
but i still choose to believe
ur every words.
i took everyone's promises to heart.
then when it all came down to
disappointment;
i only had myself to be blamed.
crying is nva a good decision.
now; i swear to myself for the last time,
that im not gonna hurt myself.
i miss the starting,
the very beginning.
where i really dont think of any other things;
but only the times being by ur side.
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all that i missed;;; had alr passed.